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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Tuesday, July 5, 2011
5:34 PM
I'm finding it hard to blog here about my unrequited love(lol) because I want to talk in Tagalog but I'm preserving this to be an English blog. That's why whenever there's something that I need to rant on a daily basis or just because my emotions are kicking in so much, I blog it at Tumblr. Forgive me blogger for abandoning you. Anyway, I'm here to make an English version of my blog post regarding him. Yes, I finally succumbed to liking him. I always expect things to happen. But I did not expect something like seeing him with the girl he likes which he is courting/used to court. I'm not really sure what to believe. A friend says something while he says the opposite. That's the confusing part. Well, it was silly of me to expect something when what he just said was that, he's not sure if it's gonna work out between them. But seeing them together made my heart broke. I wanted to cry at that very moment. So at that moment, I decided to forget and avoid him. While I was watching a movie, I can't forget what I saw. It was just the two of them, they're doing nothing but talking yet I don't know why I find it so heartbreaking. I can't even understand what I was watching because of that. Then I saw him get in the room.. I wanted to run. I wanted to escape. I need to get away but I can't. That's absurd. It was time for them to go to class, I was starting to avoid him but he talked to me and teased me. I was ready to go home when he said that if I could wait for him because he still have a class. I agreed without a second thought. Time passed, we walked back together. It was sort of a heart fluttering moment when we're teasing each other with the semi holding hands? I forgot what I saw earlier that day. All I can think about was he was with me. Not her. He even walked me to Torre Lorenzo because that's where I ride the jeepney. Ain't that sweet? ;____; Look at what he's doing. It's not easy to not expect. We're always together every Monday and Wednesday :| To top everything, in our class together, he even texted me because he's bored. For Pete's sake we're just in the same room. YOU SEE?! It's very hard to stop my feelings. :( Can you not let your hopes up because of that? |