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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Graduation
Saturday, March 27, 2010
9:38 PM
This is the best day of someone`s life. One of the best days.I can`t really say what I feel mainly because, di pa siya nagsisink-in sakin. Yeah, I have graduated but emotionally I can`t feel it. Or I don`t want to feel it. I`ve spent 4 years of my life in Colegio San Agustin-Biñan, it`s a short time compared to the loyalty awardess but it still felt like on. I`ve experienced the best and also the worst. First Year. First day of school, I didn`t want to enter. The night before that, I was really restless. I kept thinking about what will happen. Luckily, Dhei was my classmate. We have easily related to each other because we`re all transferees. This where I have started my wonderful journey.Blessed James of Viterbo Second Year. This is the year where I have adjusted fully to our environment. This was really an unforgettable section. I`ve had the best classmates ever. I was on the Top 10 for all the quarters, hey! That`s an achievement for me. I`ve met different friends, SK ♥ The most thoughtful and loving adviser you could ever have. :)Blessed Julia of Certaldo Third Year. I can say that this is the worst year I`ve ever had. This is the stage where I really felt disappointment and failure. Saint Ezekiel Moreno Fourth Year As everyone says, save the best for last. Right? This is the most challenging, enjoyable, hardworking and heartbreaking year I`ve ever had. This is the year where I really HAVE to worked my butt off just to graduate. Suffered from gossips, rumors and the like. I have really felt like a bad person this year, here I am still gaining myself. Gained someone special. Had my first fight with someone and first visit to the discpline office ㅋㅋㅋ. Best section ever.Saint Ambrose To my friends, {Kat, Jemil, Reena, Kate, Jane & Nicole} I know I wasn`t a very good friend. I have many shortcomings and everything. I am very sorry. I wanna say thanks for everything you`ve done to me, for sticking up with me through thick and thin. I love you so much guys. >:D< We`ll see each other again in college. Manila baby ♥ To Mr. Jerome Aquino, :) You know how much I love you, right? I never knew we would be together. You were just my crush back then turned boyfriend. Haha. Cool. I want to thank you for loving me, for being there with me, for supporting me all the way, for being my savior and bestfriend. I know you`re trying hard to be the best for me, I really appreciate it. Okay? Don`t think I don`t. I may always complain all the time, fight with you always and always break up with you but deep inside my heart I never really intended to do it. I hope you understand. I wish we`re forever. But for now, let`s enjoy it ;) I will miss everything in CSA. This isn`t the end, not yet. *Sorry, so inexplicable feelings :( Why is it like this?
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
5:37 PM
Tagalog, para madrama =)))Either way, we`re both wrong. We`re both to blame. .... Imbes na magtampo ako sa mga pagkukulang mo, naaawa pa ako pag narealize mong mali ka e. Di ko naman sinusumbat sayo yung mga pagkukulang mo e. Punan mo nalang. Pero wala narin. Ilang araw nalang. Isa? Tapos graduation then vacation. Lastly, college. Baka nga hindi na tayo magkita e. Parehas lang naman natin sinayang yung oras. Pero ako, binigay ko lahat ng oras ko sayo. Iniwan ko ang ibang tao para makasama ka. Marami akong bagay na hindi nagagawa para lang makausap ka. Wala na akong pakielam sa sasabihin o iisipin ng iba, ang importante kung ano yung sasabihin mo. Pero ba`t ganun? Ako parin yung palaging may kasalanan. Kung sana hindi lang kita ganun kamahal, edi sa unang beses palang na sinabi kong ayoko na. Hindi na talaga ko bumalik. Pero hindi e. Hindi kita matiis at hindi ko kaya, kasi mahal na mahal kita. Kahit ilang beses kong sabihin na ayoko na. Lalayo na ko. Iiwas na ko. Wala. Bumabalik parin ako. Kahit ang sakit sakit na kasi sobrang selos na ko, hindi ka parin tumitigil. Kung tumigil ka man, isang araw then babalik na ulit. Alam mo yung feeling na sila ganun yung trato mo, pero sakin ayos lang balewala kasi hindi naman ako aalis. Hindi mo na ko pinipigilan, hindi mo na ko hinahabol. Kasi alam mong babalik ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kung kailan hindi na tayo madalas magkikita saka ganito. Ako nanaman ang sisihin mo? Pero hindi mo ba naisip, kung wala kang ginagawa hindi ako magagalit? Either way, we`re both wrong. We`re both to blame. Kung kaya ko lang, kung malakas lang ako. Titiisin kong wala ka kahit mahal kita kasi sobrang sakit na. Kaso di ko kaya na mawala ka ulit. Hindi mo naman pinapakita na worth it mag-hold on. Bakit ba ganito? Kung kailan ka nagmamahal ng lubos saka ganito. Graduation bells
Saturday, March 20, 2010
12:53 PM
Several days since my last update here. I`m always on my kpop blog. XDTeehee. Tonight is our graduation ball. I`m freakin` lazy. I don`t know where I`ll get my hair and make up done, or if I really should get it done. Rather do it myself. I don`t want to go. It`s just in school, I don`t feel like wearing my dress. Graduation on the 27th. Eep, not yet ready. A week of practices again, so boring. I`m not yet done in completing the subject requirements. Basically, because of all the bookbinded stuffs for the WHOLE section. Arg x] K. Goodbye for real
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
9:03 PM
i just went to SM Southmall ticketnet yesterday. just to check. -SJUPH This is real. I give up, it was a lost cause after all. Goodbye, Super Junior. I have waited for almost 3 years. This is my karma. Goodbye, Kyuhyun. On April 10, I would be having the worst day of my life. The day, I will lost half of my existence. I don`t wanna talk about it, it just breaks my heart even more. T_T Against the walls. Against your rules.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
5:11 PM
Yes. The days are passing by so quickly. Since everyone`s been blogging about this, I`mma join. (:I don`t want to graduate yet, but I`m itching to be out of high school. These past few months had been real bullshit for me. I can`t tell you, but I think some of you may know. I`M A BITCH. *sighs* And that makes me sad. Leaving CSA with a huge mark on my identity/dignity whatsoever. It`s unforgettable and uneraseable. It also makes me sad because I`d took care of myself, for the past three years and just because of gossips and haters, I`m freakin` ruined. Everyday I`m telling myself, "This will be over, ignore it, just a few days left." Okay, I don`t want to rave much about that. Life is unfair, right? What can I do? I`ll recover soon. I hope. I don`t want to be away from my friends. From him. From the place where I felt like a real person. A place I call my second home. I`ve shed 4 years of my life in this institution. Four years of studying, hardships, SHIT and friendship. Melancholy. :| BUSY
Saturday, March 6, 2010
7:03 PM
It`s been a long time since I`ve posted.I`ve been very busy lately. Last week was the last week of formal classes. Next week, it`s our finals. I`m so busy with doing homeworks and completing requirements. Please let me go to the Super Show. Lord, please SVIP. I don`t want on GA. Please~ Probably, next week I won`t be able to blog daily again. Oh, and I`m always at my kpop blog. Busyyyyyy. :| |