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Something`s telling me it might be you
Sunday, January 31, 2010
12:10 AM
Something happened last night. Yeah, last night. Because technically it`s already Jan. 31. And I`m still wide awake.Let me spill something romantic that happened to me. After the tiring procession for Sto. Niño, we sat somewhere at the parking lot of our school. We were randomly talking about stuffs until fireworks exploded at the sky. I was complaining about the fireworks we had during new year, when I realized it`s romantic pala. HAHAHAHA! Panira ako ng moment e. Kaya pala parang natahimik siya ganun. I thought, that just happen on movies. It can happen in real life too. :"> We can clearly see the view. Parang bigla nalang talaga ganun. It`s just so romantic to watch a fireworks display with someone you love right beside you. Okay. My body is tingling with the very thought of it. :"> It`s one of my dreams. Eeep. I fell in love more deeply. ;> One more dream. Kiss in the rain =))))) Shallow. IKR :o I just want to blab about that. Answer
Friday, January 29, 2010
8:57 PM
Eep. That made me cry. T_TI must admit, I miss them a LOT. And my life`s never been the same without my friends, I felt incomplete. Mark is right. PRIDE. Sobrang taas ng pride ko, because of that I don`t know how can I patch this up. If I can still do it, or not. I`ve already said a lot of hurtful things, di ko alam kung matatanggap pa nila ko. I`m scared. I made a snap decision. I didn`t think about anyone or anything I just thought about myself. That`s me, selfish creature. I keep telling myself or them, to respect my decision. How could they do it, kahit ako I regret it. Parang nasampal talaga ako dun sa sinabi niya. SOBRAA. It`s never too late to make a change or to make an action. Pero di ko pa kaya. Di ko pa kayang harapin ang gulong ginawa ko. Di ko pa kaya sila harapin. Di na nila ako matatanggap. There`s still anger. :( Mani mani hae
Thursday, January 28, 2010
6:34 PM
No classes today because of the deliberation.I`m really nervous. I know I didn`t do well this quarter, lagi naman pag 3rd e. Haha! *fingers crossed* And so much has happened this quarter like. HAHAHAHA >:p I almost survived the week, 1 day left for school. CAT again. Our CAT activity is so tiring, march march and march. ARG. ... To my bestfriend, boyfriend & better half, eek cheesy. Thanks for sticking with me and supporting me all the way. Even though we have countless fights, you never fail to cheer me up and you never gave up on me. I love you ♥ Har dee har har. =))) Short post. Oh!
Monday, January 25, 2010
7:36 PM
I said last night was the last entry, but I can`t help it.It was very hard to do that, dropping your friends. On the positive note, I felt freedom. I was supressed all along. I don`t want to be a hypocrite but I do miss them. It just gets hard because they don`t accept my decision. I thought friendship is never one-sided, so why can`t they understand that I have to do this? If they were the one who will drop me, I will respect their decision. They are just too good for me. I can`t go with their expectations. This is what I had become, and obviously they can`t accept it. Also, they have a problem with my boyfriend. So I guess that`s the main reason and I can`t do anything about that. It was bound to happen. Yeah, it really is. My mind is still on the whirlpool mode. I admit I feel every bitterness and resentment in my system. But still, that won`t change the fact that I can`t continue the friendship that we once had. I am just so tired. Tired of everything. Pagod na akong makisama. Tired of trying to please them. Tired of trying to save this friendship. I know they are tired too. RLY. I never had a bestfriend or treat someone like that. It was never a choice nor an option. I just have to give up one, cause I can`t have both. All I`m asking for is just forget everything and respect my decision. I want this closure to be mutual and without hard feelings. Is that too much to ask? KTHNXBYE. We can make a change
Sunday, January 24, 2010
9:31 PM
This will also be the last tattling about my friends.It`s over. I gave up. Masyado narin akong nasaktan sa mga nangyari at nasabi. I admit, I was wrong. I took the things just beyond me, self-centered nga ako. I don`t want to end it, but it just felt right. I really feel I just don`t belong anymore. I didn`t get your point vice versa. I can`t be what you wanted me to be. Simply because I choose not to be that one. I`m the person who`s such a coward in these things. I can`t say this to your face, because I hate hearing the bad things I`ve done and basically hindi ko kayaa. I`m this person. Feel ko sakin lang umiikot ang mundo, pero it`s my blog e kaya lumalabas puro side ko. You get me? I`m not perfect. I guess, hindi ko nagawang i-balance. I guess, you can`t accept me as who I am. I don`t think kung alam niyo lahat lahat ng nangyari sakin matatanggap niyo pa ako e. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ganun. I`ve lost him once, alam niyo naman kung ano yung nangyari sakin e. I can`t afford to lose him again. Sorry kung lumalabas na siya yung pinili ko. I didn`t mean to backstab any of you. Kasi nagpapaliwanag lang ako ng nararamdaman ko. Ganun naman talaga e, sa sinulat niyo kung ano yung naramdaman niyo nung binasa niyo ung sinulat ko, ganun rin naramdaman ko. ,... To Reena, Kat & Jemil. Sorry for every damage I`ve done to you. Thanks for the friendship and for everything. Thanks for me making me realize I`m such a bad person, really. It opened my eyes. BUT.. I can`t continue being friends with you. Sabi ko nga, nalamatan na e. Kasi ako yung taong nagtatanim ng galit, nawawala naman pero matagal pa. Pero hindi ko na talaga kaya makipag-ayos. I`ve had enough, kayo rin naman. I mean we can still be friends, but not like before. I`m really sorry. Hindi ko binabalewala lahat, kaya thank you. Sana eto maintindihan niyo kung bakit kailangan ko gawin to. It`s better, I think. Diba isipin niyo, sa mga masasakit na nasabi ko sainyo. Sa tingin niyo, malilimutan niyo un? Hindi rin diba. Pero sa tingin ko lang naman yun At para rin hindi na ako makasira sa friendship niyo sa iba. Yun lang. I hope naintindihan niyo ung gusto kong sabihin. ...
7:19 PM
Okay. I set my my blog again to publicARG. I hate that girl. She made a big deal about that dress. ACK. :( I am so upset. I don`t want to go to prom. Something happened today. AHH. I`m not making sense. What a small world
Saturday, January 23, 2010
8:12 PM
Okay. So 3rd day done. Alright, I guess. :/ Wracked my brains off during Math & Science. LOL.I`m happy today. I`ve got everything I wanted. Thank you Lord for the blessings. Even if I`m a bad person you continue to shower me with blessings. Thanks:D I bought my gown, uhh technically not a gown more like a dress at Okasyon. It has a funneh story. Let me spill it. Okay, so I picked a gorgeous dress and let my sister find my size. I slumped myself in the sofa there, then some familiar species came from the fitting room. I was alarmed like hell. Haha! They went out, and back again. The dress has been bought by someone, so I picked another. Then coincidentally, that was the dress being fitted by one of the familiar species. After I fitted it, I bought it. She said she don`t like it na pero nung bibilhin ko na gusto niya na. Eh nabayaran ko na. :p Sabi nung manager, kanina pa siya tinatanong kung bibilin niya e ayaw. Sareeh, first come first served. :ppppp You know the girl who stole my man? So I stole her friend`s dress. Not literally stole, but more like it. Inagaw ko kasi e. Hahaha! Grabe a, I endured their presence. Ang tagal namin sa cashier, andun rin sila. Like 10 inches away from me. =))))) S`okay. I don`t care anymore. THE END. I bought heels. I dig it so much. Oh and my Zoo York shoes. \:D/ GAWD. I can`t sleep with this stuffs. Haha! LOL. =))))) Bonus, SHINee`s album. Woohoo. Just one thing left, I forgot to buy contact lenses. Next week. I thank my parents for making this possible. Even this material things won`t last forever, it still made me deliriously happy. Srsly, this is worth living for. All aspects of my life are already and still fucked up. This are the only things I rely for happiness and contentment. Thank you, Lord. I love you harder
Friday, January 22, 2010
4:21 PM
2nd day done. Not alright :|For the fact, that I haven`t studied anything last night. I just slept and when I woke up another mishap which forbade me to study again. =))) I relied on stock knowledge, and my 20 minutes review while waiting for my service. ACK. Obviously, I can`t concentrate on reviewing at school because of certain disturbances. Ahem. :)) Goodluck on the results. Caught cheating pa which I didn`t do naman talaga. I was just chatting with my seatmates. =)) My hatest subjects tomorrow. Instead of reviewing, I just read a book. XD I envy Jessica Darling in the book for having a boyfriend like Marcus Flutie. During their cheesy moments, it always makes me cry. I don`t know why. Okay, I love my boyfriend but I just admire their.. I can`t explain. :)) Anyhoo, I just scanned El Fili, I know it by heart. :D Math & Science? UGH. How I wish. :D I want a new one
Thursday, January 21, 2010
2:28 PM
1st day of exams, quite alright. :/What is there to rant about? A LOT. I really feel out of place. Something`s wrong, and it`s never been patched up. Do you realize, you`re blocking me out? You`re pushing me away. You`re leaving me behind. I`m like talking to one person haha! But really, it`s not only one. I think, uhh. XD I`m trying to like combine the convos but you[they] just.. Binastos lang nila ako. I even cried, good thing they didn`t noticed. One silly happening. Is when I was crying they thought that my boyfriend is the culprit and they punched him blahblahh. I felt guilty, because it`s not my boyfriend`s fault it`s THEIR fault. Confused. Haven`t you all realized how hard is this? After what you`ve said about me, I can`t gain my respect to myself. As much as I`ve tried going back in track with you guys but you just ignore, push whatever you`re doing right now to me. For example, even just with walking! For Pete`s sake. Conversation stuffs, secrets and the like. When you say a secret, I feel like a part is made up or a part is left out. And when were talking, it`s like I can`t relate with the topic. Like, you`re one year ahead and I`m one year left behind. I`m with you guys! Physically. But you don`t join me emotionally. I`m ignoring him just for your sake but I think you`re not acknowledging it. This is what you want, right? Less time with him, more time with you. Pero nileleft out niyo ko. It just hurts. I thought everything`s okay. Silence was my option. I don`t want to talk about it. I just wrote it, just so you know. Stop making me feel like a slut or a bad person. I hate every little thing you think of me. Sabi nga, ang nalamatan na friendship hindi na nababalik pa. MAKES FUCKIN SENSE. There will come a time and you'll just feel.. You just don`t belong with your friends, you might need a new one. Oh, college. You`re my only escape. GAWD
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
7:37 PM
Hahaha. I really can`t contain my happiness.So I made up my mind, I want some skateshoes. ZOO YORK FTW! Hehe. Kasi mayabang ako, kaya yun nalang pinili ko. HEHE. I said to my mom, I`ll just use my heels last year, haha! Okay lang, mas mahal pa nga yun sa bibilhin kong shoes. Pero haha. I`ll try to buy, may ipon naman ako e. :)) Basta sabi 10k ang budget. I should have a gown, the rest kahit ano na. Titipirin ko yung gown ko. Kidding. =))) EXCITED NA AKO SA SATURDAY. Grabe! WOOOOO. Ehhhh. Parang joke ko lang yung kanina, e pinapili ako. Eh alam ko naman talaga yung gusto ko :)) Kinonsensya ko nanay ko e. Sabi ko ilang buwan na akong walang luho. Haha! YESS. Can`t wait. About the Super Junior concert. Haha. My mom never breaks her promise, especially to me. :D SANAAAA. Makapasa talaga ko sa CSB. Please. I really need to see them. These things just made me happy. :) *materialistic mode* 듣죠… 그대를
6:32 PM
I knew this was going to happen.I don`t like it. >.< What if you`re caught between your friends and your love? They BOTH demand time from you. What will I do? Chop my body into half? Har dee har har. That made me cry when he said that I`m neglecting him whatsoever. As much as possible, I want to spend time with both of them. I want to be a good friend and a good girlfriend. I can`t manage to be both. I can`t even manage to be a good person. I`m hopeless. When I talk to my friends, he`s left behind vice versa. One of my teachers said, baka "magkasawaan kami". I know on summer vacation we might not be able to see each other frequently. As well as my friends. Yayy. I mentioned that on my past blog, another emotion I don`t want to talk about. GAHHH. Let`s be realistic, it might happen. My friends talked to me already. Alam niyo naman lahat yun. As what I`ve said, I have lessened our times of being together. I`m ignoring him when I`m with my friends. But he still understand, yet it`s bothering my conscience. He said it`s okay. I don`t want to hurt him, crap. I should rather be alone, really. This makes me sick. ... Anyhoo, I`m psyched for saturday. GOWN \:D/ I have to make a great decision in my life. Zoo York shoes or heels? I want both. Mom said, pick one. ACK. WHEWWW
Monday, January 18, 2010
6:29 PM
Haha. I failed the UPCAT.As what I have expected. But I was half yearning to pass it, you know. Haha! When I visited the site, I was about to scream. But it wasn`t me pala. Just the same surname. ROFLMAO. I just wanna blab that. ;) Pointless
Sunday, January 17, 2010
3:53 PM
I feel a lot of emotions today. Take note, a LOT. Helluva of emotions.Bold words are the emotions or whatever. Ha ha. First off, I woke up at around 2 in the morning because of call of nature. Haha! I had a hard time going to sleep, I almost slept about 4. Woke up again around 8 or 9 coz I thought the UPCAT results are already published. Sleepy. O.O Yesterday felt so surreal. I really failed ACET. I-was-expecting-it-but-God-knows-how-much-I-wished-for-it-to-not-to-happen. I`m really nervous about the UPCAT. Who doesn`t want to pass on this prestigious school, right? Negatively speaking, I`ll fail it. I know, I don`t want to have my hopes up. So that ends me up on CSB or AC? GAHHH. I`m scared I might fail the BEE, because the exam was hard! All the exams I had were purely guesses. I mean it. I suck at Math and Science. The only thing I answered were the English and Reading parts. Obviously, I passed AC. But I don`t want to study there! I can`t imagine myself studying there. No offense to Assumptionistas. Mom said, I could change my course. But that`s not the point, I don`t have my heart on that place. I want to be a Benildean, I don`t care if they say "bagsakan" yun. What matters is, their quality of education on HRIM. February 8, come on! I already want to know where will I allot another four freakin years of my life on studying. Lol. BORED. No one to talk to. He`s not online. :| I really feel butterflies on my stomach. Har dee har har. I`m nervous for tomorrow. Probably, my adviser will be present and she might talk to me this time. ARG. I feel dirty. :( Like I did some horrible thing, which apparently is really really mistaken. Thanks to that old hag! Excruciating pain. My ass. :)) What will you feel when you`re every move is like watched or something? Supressing your freedom and all. It kinda sucks. Oh, scratch that. It sucks, bigtime! I don`t want them to have another word to say. Or any of the people around me. But I still think, they still have those hidden skanky thoughts about me. God forgets and forgives, why can`t you? Instead of lovey-doveying we just scream, hurt each other. Haha! Or have a boxing match, right honey? This makes me want to roll on the floor. This really bothers me every-freakin-day of my life. No offense to them. I have nothing against my friends, as I`ve said before I understood their point. What bothers me is the teachers. Yuuuuhhh. I can`t just forget the pain until now. What freakin gossip have they implanted on their mind? But I really felt hurt. When I told Reena and Kat about that incident. Like I already know what their thinking. Siguro iniisip nila, "totoo naman e." Based on their reactions. Sorry guys. I just felt that way. It`s not easy on my part. Good thing, when I`m with him. I tend to forget everything. Irritated. My mom won`t stop bombarding me questions about college and Jerome. For example. "Where will he study? "Did the two of you passed in UP?" "What did his parents say yesterday?" "Where is he?" "Where will YOU study?" GEEZ. Hahaha! Another emotion is bothering me, but I can`t talk about it. Not yet. This has been pretty long. Kayy. Ta ta! Ring ding dong
Saturday, January 16, 2010
7:34 PM
This day was overflowing with happiness and sadness. Haha!Kayy. ACET results were posted. UGH. And yeah, I failed. I`m not ashamed of it. Hehe. XD Alam ko naman na di talaga ako papasa e.  Happiness.. because Jerome went here at our house. Everyone met him well except my dad who`s away. Afternoon, we went na to my niece's party at Shakey`s Pacita. Fun. My mom scolded me for my hysterical laugh. Nakakahiya daw kay Jerome. :)) Wala daw poise. :)) I ♥ HIM. XD Crazy
Thursday, January 14, 2010
6:09 PM
Here we go again. O.OFirst impression lasts. Thanks Kat for saying that. Hindi naman porket nagkaganun kami, palaging ganun ginagawa namin e. I`ve already said, i`m guilty with I know I`m lucky to have friends, who support me even I`m like this. I understood already their point. What I have said the other day was merely out of my anger. I know I`ve disappointed them and I`m really very sorry about that. But I still feel so alone, so misunderstood. Even if I study the scene over and over again, I can`t get the answer. What have we done wrong?! What you see, is not what it`s always is. You have to hear both sides and believe us, we`re telling the truth. Kaya maraming napapahamak, dahil sa maling akala. I didn`t even had the chance to explain. Okay, tomorrow my adviser will talk me again. I`m scared :( We`re starting to change. Obviously, the odds are not with us. It just gets more complicated. We`ll be in college. We might not have this unlimited time together. We`ll be far from each other. Yung mga magagawa ko ngayon, gusto ko ng gawin. Pero hindi pwede. I feel so helpless, so weak. So vulnerable. This is the consequence for loving someone. Maybe this is really a test of love. NEVER ENDING. I don`t want to get tired of it. San ba kami lulugar? I`ll just go with the flow. You prolly didn`t understand anything. Terribly hurt
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
5:53 PM
No specific words can express how much pain I`m feeling right now.You can`t please everyone. My life is really fcked up. Love, friendship, family and even myself. Everything`s screwed. Love and friendship? Why can`t I have both? Why can`t I be happy with both? Yeah, I`m guilty with Pero hindi ko maintidihan kung bakit kailangan pa idamay yung mga kaibigan ko? Bakit hindi sakin sabihin nung teacher na yun?! Bakit hindi sa nanay ko!? Anong paki nung nanay ng kaibigan ko sakin? Diba? You get my point? Why does she have to interfere with my friendship. Ewan ko, hindi niyo rin maiintindihan yung side ko. Here goes again, the same old story. You know the feeling na hindi mo alam kung anu-ano yung masasamang sinasabi sayo ng tao. Kahit hindi ka kilala, may nasasabi sayo. Grabe, ang sakit ng feeling na yun. Yun bang wala silang karapatan i-judge ka kaso chinichismis ka. What a great teacher diba? Role model. I`m ruined to our faculty. I don`t know if I can still redeem myself from this misery. I don`t wanna lose any of them. I don`t know. Gusto ko na grumaduate. I want to escape this fckin` school. ARG. I wanna die. Really. I don`t want to get to the point of committing suicide again. Yeah, secret`s out. I was on the verge. Don`t let me do it again, dead this time. Friends are foes
Monday, January 11, 2010
6:33 PM
Yayers. Bad day to start my week.My friends are slipping away. They are INTENTIONALLY doing it. I don`t know what I`ve done wrong. Nung retreat pa to e. This is just too much. They`re treating me like I don`t exist. FINE. Ruin my last year. They said I should have limitations and time for them. BUT WTF. They are the ones who are leaving me behind. I don`t have any option but to stay with my boyfriend. Lagi akong OP at iniiwan sa ere. And what will you feel if you`re friends are whispering about something and they don`t obviously want to share. I feel like a fool. One more thing, I was offended dun sa joke nila sa date nung naging kami. They don`t know that they are hurting me. I hate insensitive people. You might think I`m scared because I don`t have the balls[if I have one] to say this to their face I just don`t want this to be a big issue. I don`t really wanna talk about it. Is this just a misunderstanding? Am I just overreacting? Whatever. I don`t need to dwell on that. My life is already so fucked up, I don`t need to think of them. Gidaridaga
Sunday, January 10, 2010
9:09 PM
Boredom strikes at this hour. Lol.Today is KPOP day. SUNDAYS are alloted for my fangirling stuffs. Haha! Obviously, watched Inkigayo today. 2PM FTW! More abs. No shirts, please? Kidding. :) Pervert alert. I was daydreaming earlier, what if Junsu or Nichkhun was shirtless in front of me? Hmm. I`ll resist the urge to lick their abs. EWWWW. Hahaha! ROFL. Apparently, dad`s back again. Geez, parang feeling niya Manila lang yung Bataan. Pwede uwian. The bus fare MYGAWD. O.O Kayy, you prolly think I`m overreacting just because I don`t want him here. Yeah, I think so. :)) School again tomorrow. I don`t know but I`m dreading school days again. Before christmas vacation I was enjoying it. Scratch that, enjoyed it. Most likely because the pressure is on. In less than 3 months, we`re done. So cramming and the like. We have tons of activities on February. So the teachers are all scrunching up the lessons in this month. Mind-boggling lessons. :( My brain is still on vacation. It hasn`t come back yet. I don`t know when it will. XD Oh, prom again. I don`t have any design for my gown. Because of financial problems, they want me to just rent. Like ewww. It`s my last, it`s supposed to be 'bongga'! Holy shit. I don`t want my 2010 to be messed up just because of this event. Boo-freakin-hoo. T.T My dad and I needs to talk about this matter, really. I`m psyched for it ya know. Last year, I`m loveless. XD Kayyy. I need to finish reading Sloppy Firsts. ACK. Marcus Flutie. ♥ Unsure
Thursday, January 7, 2010
7:44 PM
Lots of emotions I can`t expressed.There will come a time in your life when you will be unsure of things. I think it`s happening to me now, not only me but every person who`s in this stage. I don`t know what the future will bring. Yes, I`m talking about what you`re thinking. It scares me, if I`ll fail everything. What will happen to me? I don`t want to end up in a place, where I know I don`t belong. But then again, everything happens for a reason. I don`t even know if I can survive or I`ll be able to pursue my dreams. It`s kind of frustrating, really. Sometimes, I really made up my mind but suddenly I felt apathy. Kayy, I`m talkin` about the future. I feel that I won`t pass the other two. I`m just expecting for CSB. When I think of my course, I really don`t know how to cook. I mean can`t even cook a decent dish. I just love watching it being done whatever. And when I graduate, I don't know what will happen. It`s easy to say, that I`ll build my own hotel or whatever dreams I have. But I know, when that time comes. Let`s be realistic and think of this. I`m eagerly planning for my future. I`m the only who`s still left in studying. My sibs have a family, they may not be stable but they can handle their future. They can earn money, they know how. Me? Oh well. I`m just tired of my life. It`s the same old routine again and again. I really hate it. Why does this all have to happen to me? I loathe this feeling. Nothing`s gonna stop us now
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
7:36 PM
Wee.We`re officially together. :) I know this is the right choice. This is our 2nd chance, I hope this will work out fine until forever. Haha. Cheesy ko. Arg. :) I trust him completely. I love him with all of my heart. I guess I`m ready to forget everything. What happened in the past just made our love stronger than before. As what he said, maybe it was a test of love. Whew. Roller coaster kinda love. XD This time, no one can ever steal my man. Wanna try? Jjeugeulae?! Hahaha! Kidding. I don`t care what other people will think or say. I`ll fight for it this time. I have waited. It was worth it. I`m happy. Period. I love Jerome Valencia Aquino. Sooooo much. Tired of everything
Saturday, January 2, 2010
5:15 PM
Grabe. Ang tagal kung tumitig bago ako nagtype.Hindi ko nanaman mapigilan umiyak. T_T Ewan ko ba. I mean simple lang naman yun, pero malaking bagay sakin yun. It`s the only thing that makes everything alright and everything worth while. Okay. Dahil sa isang i love you lang na hindi nasabi, nagwawala ako. Simple lang naman yung hinihingi ko diba. Ang gulo na nga namin. Yung 3 words na yun lang naman yung kinukuhaan ko ng strength para maghold on e. Wala pa. Am I asking for too much? LABO LANG. Stupid. PABO PABO PABO! :(( Yun lang. Grabe, ayaw tumigil sa pagtulo. Haha! Baliw. Umiiyak na tumatawa. :)
Friday, January 1, 2010
8:28 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :) It was quite fun. I helped in preparing the foods. Geez, I want to be a chef but I don`t like to cook or even know how to cook many dishes. I slept and woke up at 11:45 ish. XD Sleepy at first. But when I saw the fireworks. Jaw dropped. XD I didn`t light any 'lusis'. I just stared at the sky, took pictures blahh and was a loner at the balcony. I didn`t jumped, my tradition. And torotot, tsk. I didn`t have any coins in my pocket. Arg. Unprepared talaga. Tulog tulog kasi e.  After that, eat! BLOATED.  Wala dyan yung ulo ng lechon. Sumakit batok ko dun. XD Red & White wine. \:D/Then,slept. When I woke up, computer. MBC Gayo Daejun \:D/ Relatives came. Geez. Rejuso clan. Then we went to Imus, Cavite. Montefaro shizz for the house warming. GAWD. Foodtrip. Fruicake, biko blablaah. Haha! Sayaaaa. New Year surpassed Christmas. \m/ As always. I hope this will be a great year. More KPOP for me. LOVE? Bullcrap. Kyuhyun. Jonghyun. Taemin. Nichkhun. Jaejoong.<3333333 GAWD. I love Koreans to death. 2PM ABS. The intro of heartbeat. Unbuttoned shirts. Gosh. Pervert na ko dahil sakanila. XD Heartbeat, Saturday Night & Mr. First LSS of the year. February. I`m not looking forward to it. Entrance exams result for CSB, ADMU & UP. :o Okay. So much to say. Tata! Will watch Music Bank. |