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Love has failed me again
Sunday, February 28, 2010
2:57 PM
Bakit ganun? Akala ko talaga nagbago na siya, pero ganun parin pala. Yun nanaman ulit.Simpleng bagay lang naman. Dapat nung inadd ko yun, pinigilan niya ko. Pero naggo with the flow lang siya, ibig sabihin gusto niya. Tapos ngayon idelete lang niya, makikipagbalikan naman ako e. Pero anong sinabi niya? Hindi daw kailangan gawin yun. So anong magiging meaning nun diba? Ayaw niya ipadelete. Gets niyo ba ko? Kung gusto mo talaga magbago ulit, you should start by deleting any forms of communication which may lead to temptation diba? Hinintay pang may masabi akong kung anu-ano.Dahil dun sobrang ang sakit. Tapos ako pa yung nagmumukhang masama ngayon. Grabe. Hindi ko na alam. Grabe, di naman ako nagkagusto sa iba. Ba`t niya ko ginaganito? Lies, baby
Saturday, February 27, 2010
10:58 PM
Boom boom boom.Share :> Jerome Aquino: ok eto na I don`t wanna hear your lies. I don`t want you anymore. You made the same mistake again. It`s over. Really over. For the sake of updating
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
8:56 PM
I`ve been hanging out in my kpop blog more. Harhar. I`m enjoying there.It`s so fun to talk about my interest ya know. Instead of the everyday shits I`m going through. Hidden emotions, you name it. Anyway, this day was the start of our Foundation Week. It`s really a busy week, preparations and practices for the Parade and Field Demonstration on Saturday. GAAHH. It`s really tiring. :| I hope everything will fall in the right place. It`s making me sad. Next week, classes. Then after that week, Final Exams for the Seniors. UGH. Few weeks left for high school. I don`t want this to end. Arrr~ I`m sleepy, he`s not yet online. :( I`ll sleep soon after I finished downloading songs. Oh, I`m addicted to Pusoy Dos. XD I hope will be able to play again tomorrow! Harhar. Lastly, I made a formspring account last night. Ask questions :) http://formspring.me/edzhie Keke~
Saturday, February 20, 2010
8:35 PM
My KPOP BLOG! I`ll be spilling my fangirling stuffs there. See you! :) Kamsamhamnida :> It`s out of place
6:27 PM
KAAAAAAAYYYY~Disclaimer: Full of hate blablah. BV. Tagalog :/ Sobrang naiinis na ko. Grabe, naiyak na ko. Ang sakit talaga nung kanina grabe. Nanginginig na ako sa galit, at naiyak. ARGGGGGG. Edi sige dun ka na lang! Rot in hell. I won`t ever forget what you said. >:( Meron pa.. Minsan kasi wala na sa lugar. Minsan akala palagi nakikipagbiruan, landian at kung anu-ano pa. Minsan sobrang nakakapikon na talaga e. Violent pa minsan, potek kung hindi lang kita mahal nabugbog na kita. Promise. Sigaw ng sigaw. INAAAA. Di ako pinalaki ng nanay ko para sigawan mo lang ako ah. Nakakaasar na talaga. Sobrang sasabog na ko, di ko na kaya. It`s beyond my limitation. Matutong lumugar, ngayon pa nag-iinarte kitang nagkakandaleche leche na nga tayo. Kung ayaw mong mag-away tayo, wag kang gumawa ng ikakagalit ko. Kilalanin mo pa kaya ko? Parang hindi mo parin kasi kabisado ugali ko e. Wag mo kong sigawan di mo ko pinapakain, di kita nanay. Masakit kung masakit. Ayoko na : I`ll never love this way again
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
7:47 PM
I was never a fighter.I give up so easily. How could I have the strength to fight for this love when everyone is against it? How could I be strong when even the one you love is affected and ignores you? I`m holding onto him but he`s the one who`s hurting me. Confused. Something`s telling me I should give up, but I love him. I suffered hell without him. I don`t want to make the same mistake I did. Is this worth it? Could we regain everything? Can we still go back to how things we`re supposed to be? So many questions, no answers. All I could do is rely to this thing called love. I wish I was strong enough to handle this. Emotionally and well, uhh physically. It seems like he`s the center of my world. Will anyone understand if I say he`s the reason why this life is still worth living for.? No one, right? Call me a freak, but it`s the truth. I need someone to confide in. Everyone left me. If love is not enough
Monday, February 15, 2010
10:24 PM
Yesterday was Valentine`s Day.Mind you, even if you`re in to a relationship it doesn`t mean it will always be happy. Karma, baby. Now I`m able to feel the hurt when he reads my hate posts. I really know the feeling. My heart wants to explode too. We had a LOT of fights yesterday. As in like 5-10 times? IN JUST ONE DAY! Wow, healthy relationship. I don`t really know if this will really work out. I hope. Won`t elaborate my feelings. I will take you forever
Saturday, February 13, 2010
6:51 PM
I`m so happy this day!I now have my very own 01:59PM. :) Super Show Live 2 Album is next, baby. I spent the day at Joe`s house at Park Spring in San Pedro. Our schedule was to do our Investigatory project. But because of the nice ambiance, nice house and fast WiFi connection we resulted to jamming, sleeping and watching on youtube. HAHAHAHA! Ansaket na nomon ng katawan ko. \o/ I just want to blog about that album. Promises are meant to be broken. Yung nanay ko. NOOOO, it will never happen! PROM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
2:21 PM
Yeah. We had our last prom yesterday at Sofitel Philippine Plaza.It was so fun and memorable. I won`t forget this ever. :D Foods were okay, I prefer last year. I enjoyed this year, mainly because I have someone special whom I almost danced the whole night. Kundi lang may mga gustong magsayaw sakin na iba. =))) It turned out okay, eventhough there was a slight misunderstanding. :| I wanted to cry during the last 3 songs? Ang sweet kasi nung moment e, kahit may monster na malapit. Parang for all the heartbreaks and fights we had, we`re still together. DRAMA! :)) GAWD. Di na ko makalakad, sobrang sakit ng paa ko. T_T  Ugly ko dyan. MUKHANG JOKE =)) Monthsary celebration
Saturday, February 6, 2010
7:08 PM
HAPPY MONTHSARY JEROME AQUINO!  Supposedly, 6 months na. Haha. Back to 1 month. Joke. Nangongonsensya nanaman ako. :p We spend the day at Festival Mall, Alabang. He bought me a necklace. Look at the photo for reference. XD LOVE IT :) Then we watched Dear John & Paano Na Kaya. YAYERS. Movies I was dying to watch. Take turns in paying :))) Green is our couple hue XD Coincidentally we wore the same hue.. again. Keke~ Honey, thank you so much. Sorry for fighting with you this morning and before we go home. Mianhae~ I LOVE YOU! .... GOOD NEWS! I passed in CSB.  That means, I`ll be able to watch Super Show for real~ 슈퍼 주니어 baby. ♥Black sheep
Friday, February 5, 2010
11:26 AM
Last night, mom was shouting to me. I don`t want to sleep beside her, mapipilit niya ba ako? Tapos ngayong umaga, sinermonan nanaman ako. I`m always on the computer 24/7. WOW! HAHA! How do I sleep and eat if I were here the whole day. Brilliant. She`s just saying it, because I don`t let my sister use the computer. Screw.She`s threatening me, if I don`t behave I won`t go to prom. Yeah, right. Who says I really want to go to prom? Who`s money will be put into waste when I don`t go? Is it mine? HAHAHA. The prom fee, my gown and shoes. Who bought it? AKO BA? HAHAHAHA. I need my siblings for my hair? I could go without them. I can commute. To go to Sofitel, I shall hitch a ride somewhere or I`ll take a taxi. If there`s a will, there`s a way. Naiiyak na ko. Pauwiin na daw tatay ko. Fine. GO! Make my stop my education, isn`t that their responsibility? It`s so unfair. Yung mga kapatid ko, kahit nagrebelde kahit grumaduate di naman mataas yung grade. Hindi tinapos yung pag-aaral. Samantalang ako, bumaba lang ng unti yung grade ko. Dahil daw sa pagboboyfriend. KASALANAN KO BA KUNG BOBO AKO SA MATH!? Buti sana kung may line of 7 ako, or may problema ako sa conduct. Eh wala naman . .04 lang yung binaba ko FOR PETE`s SAKE!!! Puro blackmail, threatening me. Edi gawin niyo. Wag niyo lang ako sisihin sa masisirang, sinirang buhay niyo. Kayo naman ang gumawa sakin diba? Edi sina pinaabort niyo nalang ako, or pinaadopt para mas okay. Basagin daw yung computer, edi gawin. Pera nanaman niyo ulit yung masasayang e. Nakikigamit nga lang pala ko. LOLLL> Crazy mag-isip ng nanay ko. Ganun siguro talaga pag nagkasakit no at kung anu-anong gamot ang iniinom? Ang insensitive. Feeling nia porket may sakit siya, siya lang ang laging tama. Imbes na maawa ka e, magagalit ka pa. Aish~ Taglish. Di na ako makapag-isip ng tama. Naiyak na talaga ko. I shall make a hate letter soon. Oh my supergirl
Thursday, February 4, 2010
8:32 PM
KYAAAA~I`m watching 19th Seoul Music Awards. Sucky net though. I miss these kind of performances. 2PM, BEG & KARA. Miss miss. :) I feel bad for T-ara, only 4. Then Eunjung`s outfit has a problem. I was really nervous while watching it, it might fell and then boom. 2PM. I was shocked, my jaw dropped. Taecyeon & Chansung. Look at those abs. *giggles* TOO MUCH KPOP. Our report cards were given. Aww. Decreased by .04. ARG. Good thing, mom didn`t dwell much on that. I might cry. I`m really disappointed with myself. I want to become a productive person. I wanna increase my grades, but laziness is stronger. Aigoo. I need a stronger motivation. >.< I`m sleepy. SUPERUNLI :> I`m waiting for him, few more minutes. Aish. It`s really hard to fight with sleepiness. XD No classes tomorrow. WHOAAA. Biñan City. FOOOOW REAL :)) Not sensible. Saengil chukha hamnida~
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
6:32 PM
HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG! Cheers. I`ve remained faithful to blogger. ;) My blog has suffered hardships also ya know. It has been criticized a lot. Lol. From idioticblabbering to lemonely and now supergirledzhie. Thanks for the 4000+ views. I know I have hurt a lot of people regarding what I wrote here, I would really like to say sorry. I have consumed too many thoughts here. Happiness. Love. Hardships. Failure. And the like. It was never easy for me to delete this. Well yeah, I have considered it but I just can`t. It`s like we developed a friendship already. Sometimes, this is the only medium of my thoughts regarding different matters which I can`t tell in person. Yeah, I`m famous for that lol. Even in the emptiest days of my life, when my love left me it was this blog who saved me from insanity. If I wasn`t able to pour my feelings here, I might have doze off. I`m grateful that I have this and I promise to never neglect it or transfer to Tumblr or any other blogging sites. LOLLL. I love this blog, this is me. :) To my readers, thanks. Keep supporting and yeah. Keep hating :PPPPPPP You can always click the exit button. ;) What I wrote in this blog is really me. Live with it. .... Saengil chukha hamnida~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHO KYUHYUN! Best maknae. I love you! See you on April ;)  You sweep me off of my feet. Lol. ;) I love your voice. Please please let me see you on April.Bye. Too many things to celebrate today. ;) How could I know?
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
1:09 PM
I never felt so.. relieved in my life.Slowly recovering. Still something is drifting off. So many events in store for us this month. I`m not really psyched, but I just want all of it to be over. Yet, I don`t want them to past so quickly. Yeah, I`m a graduating student. I`m dreading for March to come. But I feel I just want this all to be over. It`s just tiring, really. School stuffs, smchool. :)) I need a break. Stress is on my system, but I choose to slack off everyday. Har dee har har. I still have the nerve to complain HAHAHAHAHA. .. This just really bothers me because someone so special said it to me. And it have a different, more hurtful outcome to me. A lot of people have told me I`m really selfish. I`ve come to this realization that I really am. I get angry to the people who said it to me. Because it`s true and I don`t want to hear the truth and admit it. I want things my own way. I didn`t think of the persons whom I`ll hurt in the process. Instead, I just think of me and no one else. The world doesn`t revolve around me. A LOT OF PEOPLE also told me that. It`s a sad fact for me. I just hate myself. I hate to admit this. All I ever wanted is to change. I don`t know. I was just reminiscing some of the happenings this past few months. When I suddenly thought of that. I feel like a worthless person. A person who doesn`t deserve some love because apparently she is selfish to the extremes. *sighs* I still feel grateful for the persons who are still sticking with me, even if I`m like this. That means a lot. Even if I`ve hurt them, they still love me no matter what. |