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Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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Goodbye, April
Friday, April 30, 2010 12:36 AM
It`s the last day of the month. Goodbye fckin boring month. All I did was slack off. Hello May in just a few hours. Hello to college life month. Booom. :>

I just don`t have anything to do right now, I`m just waiting for us to go offline since he`s still watching some SNSD stuffs. I quitted watching the Vampire Diaries, goosebumps.
I`m kinda happy right now, we did it. We survived a day without any break up attempt or any serious fight. Just a little petty argument. That`s an achievement for us. ♥
Eventhough we`re like this, I`m pretty happy cause the love is not dying. The distance just makes us both crazy! It made me kilig when he was angry last wednesday cause I joined a gala with my friends. I was a bit mad at him cause when I`m at home, he just makes me wait and just watching that`s why I joined them. But when he said "Gusto ko akin ka lang, ayaw kong nasa iba ka." Well, that took my breath my away. HAHAHAHA! I was wrong for saying his world doesn`t revolve on me. :o

I am meeting a lot of my schoolmates recently. They`re so many that I can`t remember all. I`m looking forward to Orientation not enrollment. HAHA!
Yeahh, my kpop cds are shipped already. I know, I should`ve been spilling this in my kpop blog but I`m too lazy to make a separate post. 2PM is ♥

Random thoughts. Just killing time. :>

Falling slowly
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 11:47 PM
It was a fun-filled day. Reunited with my friends. It`s been 1 month since graduation and I`ve barely seen them.

We went to Kat`s house, photoshoot. Love it. GAHHH. Aspiring to be a model. Her mom cooked the best Kare-kare for me. Yum-o! I wish I could cook like that. Envious. We spent a lot of time taking photographs. After that we went to Nuvali and rented bikes. Gosh, it`s been a long time since I`ve rode a bicycle. Trauma, cause as you can read from my previous post last year I had an motor accident. So 2 wheeled vehicles makes my heart thump. Oh, how will I learn to drive in this situation? Ugh. :|

Anyhoo, it was great. I`d love to come back there, if time permits. When I come to think of it, geez. For a few weeks, we`ll be going to different colleges. Although our schools our like neighbors. All at Taft. Well, mostly. Haha! I`m psyched to enter college but I want my friends there. I miss those stress-free highschool life. Is it really like this? So emotional when entering college.

No galas again. Stucked at home. O.O

I`m gonna be okay
Thursday, April 22, 2010 9:30 PM
It`s already late and I`m still awake. I sleep late and wake up early. How nice. :))

Bored. That`s why I`m blogging. I don`t have anything to rant about, except my love life. But I`m shy to rave about it or I might say something that will trigger someone to put it up against me. Yaaaa~ That`s how dangerous it is. Haha!

Supposedly, I should have finished 3 episodes of Exploration of the Human Body featuring Super Junior but the connection won`t let me. Bummer.

This summer is just plain boring. April will be finished soon and all I did was slack off, internet the whole day. Maybe it was productive in being a fan? Because I was able to watch what I`ve been missing out and gather information. But you see, as a person. I don`t think I have done anything great. Except for the fact, that I can now control my diet plan. Whoop-de-doo! Whooping 7kg was lost. \:D/ My target is for a 43kg and a 24 waistline. I AM THAT SERIOUS. I am now doing everything I can. Drastic change. New life in college, new self. HWAITING! :))

I AM SO EXCITED FOR MAY 5! Benildeans, ohyeaaa \:D/

....
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 4:36 PM
Oh, Good Lord.

Why are you doing this to me?

Will I survive? Could I still fight it?

Will I live?

Loooove
Tuesday, April 20, 2010 2:21 PM
My boyfriend is back.

See his post? Okayyy. KILIG ♥ ♥ ♥
He realized he can`t live without me. Blehhh! When we broke up, he can`t take it that`s why he came back. Now he realized how much he loves me. :D
He`s back to his old self before graduation.

I feel so loved and happy. I`ve never been this happy since the start of vacation. Oh, except the day when we`re together the whole day. Last week? Can`t remember the exact date. ^o~
SO HAPPY XD

8 months :) Forever to go.

I wish we could see each other again. Can`t wait for May.

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I have headphones now. It`s free from dad`s Hugo Boss. I`m still having a hard time with my iPhone, it`s not user friendly like my iPod touch. >.<

I don`t have anything nice to blog except for the fact that I`m happy. ♥

8eight
Monday, April 19, 2010 7:55 PM
It's our 8th monthsary! Time flies away so fast! Every time we're together is so fantastic. So elastic? Just kidding. I was thinking about this monthsary the other day and thinking that our love has been sort of the one I saw on teen movies. You know what I mean, the girl and guy meet, a series of crazy and improbable events happen, they fight then they make up and end up together. To tell you the truth, I don't see myself with other girls. I can't imagine myself loving anyone else. All those fanboy stuffs are only for me to express my feeling as a fan. You may not find it like that but that is the truth. And I'm also sorry for what I've done to us on the past school year. You know that you are my inspiration and the only reason why I wake up every morning. I remember the day when you said yes to me. It's hard to believe that you picked me. I pinch myself sometimes to make sure it's real!


Happy monthsary honey. I love you so much and have so much more love to give you through the months and years.


With all my love,
Jerome

Dad`s back
Friday, April 16, 2010 10:30 PM
So it was unexpected. Someone wake me up at 5:30 in the morning, said that Dad will be arriving at 8. So we drove up to MOA. Got lost for minutes because we can`t seem to find the ferry terminal there. Waited for 30 mins. We went to their agency, we waited for HOURS. Darn. Ate at Aristocrat. \:D/ Went home at almost 4.

Yay for late grad gift. I exchanged the Blackberry for the iPhone. :)

Went to Edick`s house. Movie marathon. Then at around 8 we decided to eat streetfoods. Walkathon. Went to Pau`s house, played pusoy, monkey? hahaha. And another game which I was the loser. Okayy. Edick accompanied me to our house cause we`re like just a few blocks away. HAHAHAHA :) It was almost 9 when I arrived, I said I was going home at 8. HAHAHA!

And ♥ ♥ ♥.. :)

Sorry for the blab.

Hella bored
Thursday, April 15, 2010 4:04 PM
I don`t have anything productive to do.

Fckin slow net. I can`t continue watching Idol World. Eeteuk ♥
I DON`T HAVE ANYONE TO TALK TO. Yes you! You know who you are, fckin talk to me. :|

I splurged my money on kpop cds instead of a good book to read. I wish tomorrow`s movie marathon will push through. I`m getting insane, rly. I need to get out of this house.

I wish it was like last summer. I have college entrance reviews, I don` envy the incoming fourth year. `Cause mind you, when I was in MSA. It was super boring. Atleast I have an allowance. And I can go to gigs. I miss going to gigs! I miss Pupil & Ely. >:D< Late summer nights at Highstreet, I miss.

I wish it was already the month of May. So excited for enrollment, to meet my schoolmates/future classmates whom I met in Facebook. That`s how techie it is. Hahaha! Frosh Orientation, and last week of May is the start of classes. Oh college, I`m so excited. It`s not that I`m just so bored, but I feel like I`m gonna enjoy it although it`ll be hard but still good vibes, baby.

It`s really impossible to go out of town with my mom`s condition. If I can just do it alone, I`ll spend some time on the beach far from here. Just for a week. To cleanse up my mind or whatever peaceful thing to do.

Assumption College called me. I was really rattled! They asked what school will I be entering for survey purposes. Damn, I thought it was like an interview. I wracked my brain for English answers. Lol.
I can remember when I said, "Unfortunately, I won`t study there." HAHAHA! They asked me why in CSB and my course. Dang. :))

Summer job, anyone?

Just random thoughts.

Love again
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 5:11 PM
Okay, about sa lovelife ko nanaman to. Kung sawa ka na. Pwede mo nang iclose XD

Puro negative, I know..

Buti pa dati..

  • Mahal na mahal niya ko as in sobra sobra talaga
  • May pakielam siya
  • Ako una sa lahat
  • Di siya natutulog hangga`t magkaaway kami
  • Pagkagising ko maraming missed calls o flood text messages
  • Gusto niya lagi ako lang kausap niya at ginagawa niya lahat makausap lang ako
  • Hindi siya obsessed sa SNSD
  • Ayaw niyang nasasaktan at umiiyak ako
  • Hindi siya nagagalit sakin at mahaba ang pasensya niya
  • Sakin lang yung oras niya
  • Nakikinig siya sa lahat ng sinasabi ko
  • Mahalaga yung feelings ko
  • WALA SIYANG GUSTO SA IBA

Eh ngayon..

  • 2nd best nalang
  • Manonood nalang siya kaysa kausapin ako
  • Hindi daw kailangan sakin lang ang focus niya
  • Masanay na raw akong ganito siya na parang walang pakielam
  • Nag-iba na yung feelings niya
  • Ayos lang kahit hindi kami magkabati, masarap daw matulog
  • Madalas ng magalit
  • Okay lang kahit umiiyak na ako sakanya, nagagalit pa siya
  • Hindi na nagsosorry
  • Always avoiding the topic
  • Imba yung reasoning niya, yung super in denial huling huli mo na nga
  • Hindi na nakikinig sakin
Toink. Hindi na yata to magwwork out e. Sabi ko 2 months lang yung hinihingi ko na sakin lang. Kasi panigurado naman sa college, busy na kami. Mag-aaral na nga daw siya ng mabuti e. Paano pa yun diba? Pero ano? Nood parin, forum parin.

Oo nga no, ako nga pala ang dahilan. WALA AKONG KARAPATAN NA MAG-DEMAND NG TIME. Masyado kasi siyang inlove sakin noon, hindi na siya nakikinig sa mga lesson ganun. Wala siyang nakuhang award dahil sakin. T_T In short, bad influence ako sa studies niya.

Gusto ko ng sumuko. Ewan ko.

From a distance
Sunday, April 11, 2010 11:00 PM
It was an unexpected reunion. Though, we`re not that many. It was still fun :)

I was just surprised when Rina, Emman and Seph were calling me. Haha! They said it was Edick`s celebration, because he graduated yesterday. I had second thoughts, and when finally they came back I agreed. Oh, it`s just a few blocks away from our house. Like just the next street. =))
We waited for like 2 hours, they were still fetching the others. Blaaah. Went home at 6pm to check him. HAHAHAHAHAHA. He`s mad at me, eh. Went back there.

GAWD. I missed them. Super laughtrip. Super fun stories. Reminiscing the good ol` days when we`re still young and carefree. Innocence. Puppy love days. Okay okay, I must admit. I had this huge crush with my classmate before but since then someone courted me so I had a boyfriend. When I was already with someone, he suddenly confessed that he likes me and wants to court me. My my, he was so torpe when everyone`s teasing me to him cause they all know I have a crush on him. But when the feeling`s gone. Suddenly, he liked me back. Sheez. Well, if we have already developed the mutual feeling. Who knows, maybe? We could have work it out. It just tells we`re not meant to be. OH! He was denying it earlier. ROFL.

Went home at around 9pm :)

See you at the real reunion.
Thank you. Dhei, Paula, Danil, Allana, Hannah, Tin, Hazel, Rina, Edick, Emman, Joseph, & Ian. >:D<

I love you forever, Jerome Aquino
Monday, April 5, 2010 7:34 PM
I feel so sad. My heart wants to explode. SUPER :o
Another round of depression.

Disclaimer: For him. Iz like Dear John XD
TAGLISH.

I am now fully aware of what I have done to your life. I didn`t thought about for a long time, at hindi ko alam na ganun pala yung resulta. Masakit kasi tapos na nga, I didn`t had a clue in order for me to prevent it. Now, I feel hurt.
Pero I think it`s better this way. We`ll concentrate on our studies. I`m sorry for being the cause of your frustrations and failures. I wish, nung may panahon pa nagawa ko pang pigilan para hindi na umabot pa sa ganito. I promise during college, I won`t demand too much time as what I have been doing this vacation. Pagbigyan mo nalang ako ngayon lang, saglit nalang e. 2 months lang. Hihintayin naman kita ng 5 years e or kahit gaano pa katagal.

I`m thinking what if this will be the cause of the loss of our love? That kind of things. But then, I love you so much that I`m willing to take this risk in this challenge in our relationship. I believe in our love, it`s enough for me para hindi na mag-isip pa ng mga ganung bagay. I love you this much, I`m positive.

I will wait until you say I stop. I hope when that time comes that we could be together again without any hindrances, I should be a better person na for you. As much as I will miss you, I will want to be with you, wala. Susundin kita, mag-aaral muna ko. Tayo. But I won`t break up with you. Yun nalang ang panghahawakan kong promise na magkakasama tayo ulit e.

I believe in us. Just promise me not to fall in love with anybody. Then I`ll be fine.

I love you, Jerome Valencia Aquino. Goodluck in our career!

Sapphire blue
Saturday, April 3, 2010 4:36 PM
I haven`t had many blog posts since graduation. So buzy with kpop stuffs. Haha!
Since there`s nothing special happening to me anyway.

So here it is, random happenings in my life.
I`ll jump to one event to another. Lol.

I wanna delete my blog because of my haters. Not because I`m scared. Just because, what I`m posting here, they are using it against me. They act as if they know everything about me. About my boyfriend. About us. ALWAYS ABOUT US. It just means it`s someone envious or really affected of our relationship.
I admit I post a lot of stuffs about us, sometimes its just the result of outburst of emotions. I don`t wanna delete my formspring account because I`m having fun, lol.

I don`t want anyone intruding my life. I guess it`s the consequence of sharing your life in public. I shouldn`t have advertised my blog. I posted my formspring account for just a short time in facebook and deleted, and now I have so many haters. Ke ke~

But I know my hater is just one person. One person, who`s determined enough, who hates me enough to post something like that. I thank HER for wasting her precious time on me. Lol. It makes me feel loved either way.

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The title of my blog is a Super Junior song. I`m still depressed because I have waited for 4 years and now what? I won`t watch Super Show 2. Sad sad sad. Have pity on me, I DON`T CARE.
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Gosh. I am now always watching tv. I just have recently watched Step Up 2 & Slumdog Millionaire.
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I`m losing my appetite since the start of the week. I just eat a half cup of rice. Maybe because of depression or irregular eating time. I dunno. Is it bad? But it`s okay. I lost 2 pounds FTW! :) I wish it`ll continue. Plox?
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Feeling korean? Me? OKAY! Hahaha! I wanna be a Korean e. BEHLAT :P I`m going to live there, so shut the hell up. Arasso? =))
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And him. Nonstop fighting everyday. Haha! Mainly because of my jealousy and his being a fan. It`s still okay, because we patch things up easily. I really wanna see him, I can`t wait for Monday. I think after we go to school to get my card, he`ll go here at our house. Weee. ♥
When we see each other, this cold feeling will be removed. I promise that. We just don`t see each other lately and we`re so busy with our own idols that`s why. And don`t think that my boyfriend doesn`t love me, because he do. ;) That`s what keeps us together, keep that in mind hater.