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Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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Thursday, September 24, 2009 7:33 PM
200th post. :D

Thank God, exams are finished.
Monthly test was okay. We still haven`t got all the results. Physics is really bullshit, low score again. Trigo! \:D/ Weee. I got a decent score. Plus 16/20 & 15/15 in a quiz. GAWD. Record breaking. Haha! XD I didn`t copy, okay? I did it mehself :)))) SS really rocked. Perfect. :p
Psychological Test. EASY. :p

Back to regular classes again. I wish it would be sem break already. I really need a break from all these school shits. Or summer? Haha! Dad said when he`ll come back, we`ll go to Boracay. So psyched. Kahit matagal pa.
OKAY. My mind is already thinking of vacation stuffs. Haha!

ASSUMPTION exam on Saturday. Goodluck! :)

I love loving you
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 4:11 PM
One more post until 200. Hurrah for my blog. =))

Today was the first day of exams. It`s great. First subject was English. I dunno, but I didn`t review that much. Too confident. Haha! It sucks, it`s difficult. Research was fine. SS rocked! Haha! Finished it for about 10 minutes. I`m pretty sure for my answers. :p
I used to love SS back then ya know. But when World History entered my life, uhhh. :))

When I came home, my family was in the living room. Complete!
I felt happy. Cheesy. We seldom gather. Even if it was for a bad reason, I still felt ecstatic. Instead of going straight to my room, I sat beside them and talk like old times. As usual, Dad`s being whatever again. Sermon yet I know it`s for our own good. Is this real?

Sometimes, I`m amazed with myself. Haaa! I`m getting better. I became more understanding to certain things. Dati, I`m really self-absorbed. As in define. :)) EWAN KO. Does this mean I`m becoming mature?
AND! I`m on the verge of becoming responsible. Haha! I don`t know if I`ll get there. :p

I watched the Pilot episode of Vampire Diaries parts 1 & 2. GAWD. I`m hooked. Eventhough, they changed some. Like Elena in the book has a sister, but in the series it`s a brother[s`okay. Jeremy`s hot. XD]. Then Stefan is not hesitating to talk to her unlike in the book he`s ignoring Elena. Nevertheless, I`m still gonna watch it. Stefan, Damon & Jeremy = HOT! <3

Good luck tomorrow. I haven`t opened any single book or notebook. SCIENCE & MATH are the most rubbish subjects on Earth. =))

Tonight`s gonna be a good night
Sunday, September 20, 2009 8:00 PM
Happy day for the materialistic one. =)))

It`s my evil *ehem* eldest sister`s birthday today.
We first went to Church. I didn`t understand a thing in the Homily because of my talkative sister. =)) Then went to the police station, they settled some important stuffs. O.O

Had brunch at Pav. Mom bought me a lot of stuffs without even complaining or conducting a sermon. Lucky day. =D I love those stuffs. Haha! I didn`t bought a book because I know NBS has insufficient stocks of books. XD Cheap. Kidding. I had a haircut and pedicure. I missed it. Lol.
New contacts again. 3rd contact lens. :))

Excited for the conference call tonight. :))

Exams on Tuesday. Geez. Goodluck. Bawi!

ACET
7:52 AM
From multiply.
...

Nakakatawa. =)))

Amazing Race. XD
Ganito kasi yun..

1:30 wala pa ako sa loob ng ADMU. Eh 1:30 ang exam ko. Sa sobrang traffic, nakita ko yung mga ibang mag-eexam na nagsisimulang maglakad na. Ayoko pa bumaba.
Eh nung tumatakbo na sila, naalarma na ako! :))
Bumaba narin ako at tumakbo. Takboooo. Talon dun sa may railings sa tulay. Haha! Hanggang dun sa Grade School bldg. Grabeee. Buti hindi ako sa high school at baka hindi na ako umabot.
Imagine simula sa may highway hanggang sa grade school, natakbo ko. XD Adrenaline rush.

Nakaabot din ako. Ihing ihi at hindi pa ako naglalunch nun.
Tapos ayun umupo sa upuan. Nataranta pa ako kasi lahat na kami nakaupo, di ko pa nakukuha yung pen ko. XD

1st part. Okay naman. Kuntento naman ako sa essay ko.
Kailan kaya magiging madali yung math? Lol.

2nd part. Whew. Kataranta! XD
Naalarma ako dun sa mga 25 items tapos 5 mins lang. Yung sa Reading Comprehension, di ko na gaano naitindihan e. Haha!

Basta ang hirap. Pero wala naman akong blanko, at natapos ko naman yung mga test ahead of time. :D

Sana makapasa talaga ako! :)

I can do this
Monday, September 14, 2009 6:54 PM
Short post. Hehe!
I`m using the internet for homework purposes. I`m just not on the mood, because I know he won`t be online like he used to. Obviously.

Geez. It`s now the start of 2nd quarter. The more I motivate myself, to do the things I NEED to do the more I get lazy. I just wanna have fun. XD
We`re loaded up with so many homeworks. I have no choice, but to do it wholeheartedly. Lol.

OKAY. Is my being happy very convincing? =)))

Almost 1 week on the hospital. Sunday until now. I can`t take it. But I have to. Geez. On Saturday will be my ACET and our 1st cheber. I need inspiration!
Everyday, I keep reminiscin` our happy moments. Lalo na kanina, back to regular classes. We`re classmates, tapos palagi ko siya kasama. Nakakamiss talaga. :|
Pero medyo nakahinga na ako ng maluwag, ewan ko kung bakit. Effect of homily? XD

I CAN DO THIS! Gagaling rin siya! Fighting!

I love you so
Thursday, September 10, 2009 7:33 PM
I`ve been inactive for a few days. I was shocked. 11k views? Srsly!? Are you kidding me? The last time I checked my page, 3k views. Maybe something`s wrong. This can`t be real. I`m making such a fuss about it. XD

..
My boyfriend is in the hospital. God, this is hard. I`ve been crying for quite a while now. Yeah, I`m weak. As if my tears can save him. T_T
We visited him yesterday. Sheez, I`ve tried so hard to contained myself from not crying. Success! XD When I entered his room, my knees were really quivering. I was the last one to enter, I was shocked. Worst than my imagination. :|
Bummer, there`s an insensitive bitch who wasted my limited time to talk to him. Pig! I will never forgive that bitch. Geez. Konti lang yung time tapos nag-inarte pa siya. Hindi ko naman makausap ng matino yun kasi nandun yung parents. Hayy. :|

I know he`ll survive. We`ll survive!
I`m trying hard to be strong and happy.
God, I know you`re the only one who can make everything alright. I trust in You! You know how much I love him, I`ll do anything for him even if it kills me. :|

Get well soon, J. I love you with all my heart.

Cheesy as this all sounds. But this is how I feel.

P. S Congrats Ambrose! 2nd runner up in Aerobics and Ikebana. \:D/

:((
Monday, September 7, 2009 5:41 PM
2 consecutive days of practices for our Aerobics. Goodluck Ambrose! :|

This day was crazy. I don`t know why I`m still writing this blog, and all I wanna do is lay down on my bed and sleep.
I first went to Jemil`s house. Walktrip from their house to MiniStop. We`re really into walking until it rained. No choice, trike to StoneCrest. Practice yadda yadda. Lunch. Walked again until we reached the gate of Villa Olympia. Trike to Atoy`s. Hmm. Then walked again from Atoy`s to StoneCrest. Practice again.
Received some fckin` news. Got depressed. Naligo sa ulan. Natawa ko, buong Ambrose pinipigilan ako e. Haha. Like I`m some kind of schizo freak. Emo. My friends love me, so they joined me. Haha!

And then again, walked from to StoneCrest to Mini Stop.

I`ll lose some weight if this will continue. Lol. =))
Now, I feel sick. Geez.

Bye. No reason to lurk here.

I miss you.

RANTSSSSSS
Saturday, September 5, 2009 11:04 AM
FCKMYGENERALAVERAGE.
I`ve expected too much from myself. I never got this average in my entire life. AS IN NEVER EVER NEVER. :((

Mom said it was okay atleast it`s not 75 or whatever. My standards for myself is just too high. I always have 87 and above, average. AHHHHH. I can`t take this. I`m not even on the top 15. FCK.
Physics? Hmm. I can`t understand my teacher. Even my most hated classmate said that. It depends on the teacher, really. Look at Biology, I got a high grade because of the teacher. She was really good.
Math. TOO FAST. I just always copy. Slow ako sa Math. :|

Maybe this is what I get from being bad.

MAJOR BAWI. I will TRY to lessen my computer time and allot it on studying. I`m serious. I can`t accept this. I will die na talaga kapag naulit to next quarter. I`m on the verge of losing my mind. I don`t know what will I do to make my grades higher. :((
Huwag na muna kaya akong mag-boyfriend? Hmmmm.
TUTOR anyone? :(((((

1st quarter pa lang naman. Screw that line. Seniors na, mahirap ng bumawi.

I hope this will never end
Friday, September 4, 2009 9:51 PM
HAPPY SWEET 16 KATRINA CADACIO.
I`m happy for you, girl. :D

This day is effin` tiring. :|
GAAAAHHH. CAT. When will it end?

I loooove this day. Dunno why. =)))

Watching Harry Potter on HBO. Malfoy. <3
JBWCKZ tomorrow on ATC. Wanna watch but it`s card giving. FCKIT.

Short post lang. \:d/

My heart is crushed
Thursday, September 3, 2009 8:05 PM
WTF. This is a cheesy post. Eeeep.
I hate it.

For the first time in a long time[k.ilikethatphrasefromasong], I`ve been really happy. But it seems that the people around me won`t let me. :| The world doesn`t want me to be happy.
I thought this heart won`t beat again until he came into my life. [cheesy, pare]
I hate myself.
I hate myself for letting others affect me, and not listening to my heart. What to do? Fuck, if I know. I`ve been really really confused for the past few days.

I don`t know what`s wrong with that bitch. She always sees me like she`s really watching my every move. When I transfer to a seat, she always does see me but the others.. NO. ACKK. She always scold or whateverthefick that may embarrass me. She made me cry for like 3 times. Record-breaker huh? For God`s sake, she`s not even my mother.
Talkin` bout my adviser.

One thing, I would never leave him.
I would lang if it`s necessary or the problem is really between us. Not with the fckin` people around. I will try to ignore them. For me, I`m not doing anything wrong nor hurting anyone. I just want to be happy and no one can stop me. :p

It`s called love. :)

I have a song for them.

They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels.
....
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.


I heart you, 19. :D