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Joyeux Noel

Saturday, December 25, 2010 1:57 AM

I hope you`re having a good one. I`m not having a good one tho. As usual.

I am missing A right now. I feel unusual today, like maybe I`m falling in love? Gaah.
I`m so confused.

Anyway, have a happy Christmas ♥

Anywhere but here

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 11:20 PM

I miss how you make me laugh although I get mad a lot. I miss the way you tease me. I miss your kiss. I miss your hug. I miss the way you held my hand. I miss the times when I sing a Korean song then automatically you will follow with the next line. I miss the times when we fight and make up. I miss talking to you all night until you fall asleep. I miss the times when we`re together. I miss hearing your crazy laugh. I miss saying I love you, randomly.

I miss you.

Yet I did wrong. How can I possibly have done that when deep down inside, I can`t accept the fact of living without you? How can I hurt you with everything I have?

How can I like someone else when I know that it`s you whom I really love. Foolish of me.

I`ve been loving you for 16 months already. I guess you just loved me for 10 to idk months. That was random.

Like how I am randomly typing and pressing backspace a lot.

I want to write, I want you back but that would ruin everything I`d put up. A good facade of pretending to let go.

Good day

Friday, December 17, 2010 1:47 PM

YAAAA~ Trimester sucks!

After 132184613868 days, I got my Starbucks planner! :>

3 consecutive years, oh yeah! :)

Temptastic

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 10:51 PM

I can`t blog wordy posts. Just keeping this page alive.

I miss this. I promise when this term is over, I`ll blog a long one. I`ll be back :>

I quit

Sunday, December 12, 2010 12:04 AM

I will take responsibility for this. He already left me, I can`t blame him. Blame it on the alcohol. ROFL. Blame it all on me.

Free wired

Wednesday, December 8, 2010 11:35 PM

Yet, things change. I found this group of people. My girlfriends at college. Different. We misunderstood and fought with each other a lot but still we reconcile. Somehow, my feelings change when something`s wrong but in the end it goes back. I`ve never felt that way before.

When I fought with someone during high school, one way or another the hate or whatever I felt that time will remain for the rest of my life..

I don`t know! Just when I found my best friend, something is happening. I`m better off alone.

Sorry, I just can`t explain it clearly. I want to blog about a lot of things, but my mind won`t cooperate. I`m sleepy too. College`s life been sucking the life out of me. I don`t know how will I manage my time properly and how will I regain my sleep? Dramas are arising everywhere. Love is making me confused as always. (I shall keep quiet about this for a while, when I get things straight that`s when I`ll tattle about it. )

I want this term to end already. I want 2010 to end!

Seventeen forever

Sunday, December 5, 2010 11:17 PM

We had our immersion until 3 so there were really no celebration at all. All I did was cry because my boyfriend and I just fought for the whole day. When I came home, my family were preparing some foods so I was quite surprised. My brother did everything. He gave me money, he bought me wine and a birthday cake. I was really touched.

My boyfriend celebrated my birthday today. I went there at UPLB. We fought again for the whole day. Mood swings times two equals boom. Ha ha. Good thing, it was resolved. He just gave me a unique gift.

Nevertheless, it was the worst birthday ever. I haven`t received gifts or any surprises from my friends. Sucks to be me.

Yeah, I`m greedy. But who cares? I didn't received anything tho.

I miss my old life. < /3

I wish

Wednesday, December 1, 2010 9:37 PM

17th birthday is on the 4th. Hoping for good things :| < /3