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Saturday, June 26, 2010 10:47 AM

Long jeepney rides. GAWD. I was almost lost. It was my first time to commute in going there. I stayed in Mcdo for a while cause I was there so early before his 10:00-1:00 break. People were really studying unlike in Mcdo Taft, just chatting and meeting up with friends from nearby schools like me! :))

We went to Robinsons [which was smaller than SM Munti] and Olivarez [which was like a tiangge]. HAHAHAHA. Meanie. He bought me a ring. It was so beautiful. :"> Bracelet nalang complete jewelry set na. KIDDING :)) We also went to his dorm. I was amazed because it was like a village, there were so many dorms, food stores and people. Obviously we didn`t went inside because it was an off-limits dorm but looking from afar it looks beautiful. Then he has class again, I waited for 3 hours on a place which I`m obviously not familiar. Di niyo kaya yun. 3 hours! :)) I was surrounded by studying students. =)) Try to go in our CSB library, only few students are really studying. Then after his class, we were together until 7. :)

I realized he changed a lot. WE changed a lot. He`s more like ruralized and I became more "maarte". I came there with make up on, dressed up like I`m going to party and holding my bag in a "maarte" way. We`re like two individual persons now.. but STILL.. brought together by love. GUMAGANUN. :))

I wish he would visit me too! HAHAHAHAHA. Ehem.

It was worth the 3 hour wait.

I`m on my way to believing

Sunday, June 20, 2010 6:42 PM

All I ever thought was my boyfriend will be studying at Mapua Intra. He`ll just be one LRT station away and we`ll ride the bus home together whenever our schedule permits us to. But UPLB gave him a chance. I recently learned it 2 days before UP already start their classes, he said he was given a slot. The next day he was enrolled and the day UP started its classes, its also the start of his classes. GAWD! It was so fast and I`m really really shocked. Like WTF, in a span of 3 days our lives changed! I know it`s for the best but I can`t help it. I`ve been saying to myself, wait `til July we can be together already. I`ve been looking forward to it since-God-knows-when. Then in just a snap, see you maybe once a month or not. Eff. He stays in a dorm that`s why it`s hard. Our only way to communicate is thru text. For 5 years. FOR FIVE FREAKIN` YEARS. We`ll just seldom see each other.

And one fckin thought here is whenever I text, call or messages him on YM. He`s always on the rush because of homeworks. Whenever I prolong the conversation he`ll get mad. Aish. Sorry for CSB`s light workload unlike for a UP student. Geez. Most of the time, I`m just slacking off that`s why I`m always bothering him. I`m a stupid student.

This is hard.

I can`t help but be envious of my college friends who have boyfriends which are at the same school or nearby. They fetch them, bring them to school, that stuffs. They text nonstop even at the same school. Pffft.

5 years.. 2 weeks just passed and I`m barely hanging on.

He left a dollar under my sheet

5:36 PM

I`ve been very occupied by school and a lot of stuffs.. or I just got lazy in writing blogs. Neither. :))

Have you heard the news? Maybe if you are really my friend.

My dad died last June 9, 2010. Because of heart attack. I`m still coping with it. Although, it was really a shock to us. We all thought it was simply overfatigue but geez, life is really unexpected. I believe that Dad already had the time of his life. He suffered heart attack when I was still very young and he undergo angioplasty, I think last 2007? And now, 2nd heart attack it was time for him to rest his heart. Even though my Daddy was annoying yet he loved and cared for me everyday. I remember during first week of college he always accompanies me to the tricycle station and always cooks me breakfast even though it was really early in the morning.

Happy Father`s Day Daddy. I miss you so much. Even if it`s too late to say, you are the best for me and I love you. T___T

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Now, Dad`s gone. Financial problems. I don`t know if I can still continue my study in CSB. I need to get a scholarship. It`s pressuring me. From luxurious life to thrifty life. We`re selling some stuffs like our 2nd car and the house of my sister which was provided by my Dad. Life is hard without Dad. He was our ONLY breadwinner. Supposedly, he should be coming back to work but it was too late. Regrets. But yeah, life goes on..

SCHOOL SUCKS. But 4 days of classes is kewl. :) That`s why less burden.

My boyfriend and I celebrated our 10th monthsary yesterday. It was full of fights and break up attempts lol. Atleast, we carried on. I love you, yeobo! :">

Random thoughts..

We do things extraordinarily well

Friday, June 4, 2010 7:19 PM