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Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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Yes, whatever
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 6:00 PM
Unit Test is finished. Thank you Lord. I didn`t do my best. :| I didn`t study very hard. Ohwell.

CitizenAdvancementTraining=UGH CLOTHES=SOMEHOW FUN& TIRING. =))

I`m used to the commands, because we did that on grade school. I was a girl scout by then, group leader men! ^-^ I was the one commanding. HAHAHA!
But if we are going to the field, I don`t think I`ll like it. For Pete`s sake, I`m already toasted. =))) HAHA! I`m speechless. I`m nervous for the exam results. :x

1 month till UPCAT. Who`s excited? Not me.

Stay on track
Saturday, June 27, 2009 8:39 PM
I`m so tayerd. :))

It was my uncle`s burial today. May he rest in peace.
As usual, I didn`t talked to my cousins. HAHAH! Whatever. I`m a freak eh. It was very tiring. Cavite-Parañaque-Cavite then home. The weather`s so bad, TOO HOT. Dehydrated. :|
Good thing, we were able to eat at one of my favorite restaurants. Le Garden. =))
It`s somewhat sosyal, but it`s not very expensive[I`m telling the truth!] eventhough you`ll be intimidated by rich people around, which I think is probably not that rich! HAHAHA! Meanie. >:)
There`s a table there with 3 girls, I think. Who studied me from head to foot acting really rich. I was pissed! Hell-o? Do they think I`m poor? Hell no. I was really angry, I was about to show off my gadgets! Haha. Good thing, they were already out. I hope they saw my mom`s LV. :))

My ever favorite beef thingo at the middle, and mymyyy. That rice at the side is the best! HAHAHA. That`s the highlight of my day. @.@

Fcker. Our new neighbors, is noisy! Like FTWitsalready9intheevening! Dang.
I promise to study tomorrow! I hope I won`t be disturbed. And please don`t let laziness, attack me. Fingers crossed! For Ateneo! Hahaha. Cheers. Lol. \:D/

KThanksBye!
Off to read GG. =))))))))))))

Gossh.
Friday, June 26, 2009 6:31 PM
RIP Michael Jackson. Life is too short. At least, you`re still the King of Pop and you proved your talent well. :)
Wow. I was so saddened by the news. Imagine, MJ? He`s like popular in the whole world, everybody knows him. YAYYYY!

June`s gonna end next week! Time flew fast. Yess, I love that. Unit Test on Monday & Tuesday. On Tuesday, CAT Training. Super suck! :-L
Mkay. I`m speechless. I`m dying to read Gossip Girl, haha! I just needed to update my accounts in the Internet. As usual, I`m flooded.

I WILL STUDY! Promise! For the sake of Ateneo! =))))))))

I love Ambrose. :">

Annoyed big time.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 7:29 PM
I hate kids. Don`t expect me to babysit any kid out there. Dang. My nephew who`s been here for almost a week, is annoying the hell out of me. Geez, he`s not even 2 years old. But he`s so soo so naughty. Really naughty. Patience is not my virtue. Arasso?!

GAWWWWDDD. I need to relax. It was supposed to be a-no-annoying-thing day but it turned into a screaming-kid-with-nothing-else-to-do-but-annoy-me. Dang!
I hope I just went with my parents to Cavite. But it sucks there. No place to sleep. Oldies just keep on talking and talking about the Rejuso clan issues, I should have a tape recorder! I need not to be there to know what they`re talking about. It`s probably about my aunt again and again.
I was planning to talk again to my cousin, which was so close to me way back then when we`re still in gradeschool. I was ready. But destiny failed me. YUCK! Drama. :))

Feria!!! Where are you? Come back, bitch! HAHA! I don`t want to go to school tomorrow!
I just realized that this month there`s always a day in a week that we don`t have classes. I hope it continue until March. Kidding! :p

I also realized that I`ll miss highschool, big time. :)
*Ciara for the photo.

Most of all, the people who made my hs life wonderful. Is it too early to say this?
I just felt like raving. HAHA! =)))

NO classes.
11:12 AM
YEHESS! I love you typhoon. One great savior.
Signal no. 2? Really? Why is that it`s sunny here? Lol.

I was in a bad mood last night because of that fckin` project in Physics. We went to Perps pa just to print it to an acetate. Just to find out, I can`t see it on the acetate. And it just covered 1/4 or 1/2 of the acetate. My effort is wasted.. and money.

I finished the 4th book of GG just this morning. Read it sraight. :) Yeah. I wok up really early about 5am. Good thing, I read text messages on my phone or else I might have gone straight to the bathroom. Then I wasn`t able to go back to sleep.
AWWW. I want the 5th book! I`m rooting for Nate Archibald! :))
I tell you, if you start reading it you just can`t get enough! Disclaimer; If you are matured enough, you can read it. It has bad words and uhhh.. the-you-know-what. What-happens-to-boys-and-girls-together-scenes. =)))

Disadvantage of no classes:
  • It`s boring.
  • No allowance!
HAHA! I prefer self-contained period. \:D/

I hope my parents leave soon. They`re annoying the shiznit out of me. They will go to Cavite later without me. :D

I need to sleep
Sunday, June 21, 2009 4:56 PM
Yeah. I`m lacking in sleep. O.O
Since friday, I never had a decent sleep. Huhu.

Friday. Woke up about 6:30am because we`re going to UP.
Saturday. My sister woke me up really early. By the instance I open my eyes. She said "Uncle`s dead." Oohh. Nice one. Ever heard the quote "Magbiro ka na sa lasing, wag lang sa bagong gising." I want to punch her yesterday. Bad news in my unholy hour. :| Then we went nga to Cavite for the wake and went home about 1am this morning.
Today. Woke up about 8:30 for my niece`s baptism because I`m one of the ninang. GAAAHHH. Then tomorrow, I`ll wake up on 4:30 or 5. GODDAMMIT! I need to sleep!

It was really a long weekend, literally!

Sorry for the sucky pic. But her name is Cissnei Aerith. You figure how to read. :ppp
So there. It was my niece`s baptism. The seminar so looooong. Afterwards, Chowking. Foods were great, I want Lauriat though.

I was thinking yesterday, I feel like a psychopath! HAHA! It`s been years since I`ve been with my cousins again. Last year when my grandma died. It was the first time I felt out of place. Even with my uncles and aunts. When I entered the place.. It was like. "Sino `to?". Uh-oh. Then my parents said "Si Inah yan, bunso namin.". OKAYYYYY. Tapos ngayon nanaman. In my uncle`s wake, my cousins which I am 'really close' before are now like strangers that I`m intimidated to talk to. YEAHHH. I`m really a weirdo. >:)
They`re already in college, for crying out loud!

PS Dog Tag Day on Studion 23 latarrrrr!
New layout again, never contented. :p

New layout
Saturday, June 20, 2009 2:13 PM
Yeaa. \:D/
I want simple white layouts. Isn`t it obvious? :)

I still can`t get over the fact that we went to Ateneo. If only Ate Aly was there, instead of that girl. She could have toured me around. GAAHHH. The study hall that she was telling me, I want to see that. I can imagine myself studying there. Even if they don`t have to have an English speaking campaign because they already speak English in the natural way. I don`t have a grudge in speaking English, like now you know. HAHA! I love speaking it naman eh. It won`t hurt, right? I love to chat nga with English speaking people eh. :)) Don`t get me wrong. Ohplease. But I promise I won`t turn into a bitch! Swear! :)
My mom really wants me to go to UP. Well, who doesn`t? :)) I love the courses I filled in, but. Anyway..
Mom really doesn`t want me to study in UST or even take the USTET. I`m really positive that I`ll really pass that. Ayaw niya talaga. =)))

But she`s supportive in me going to Ateneo. She said she`ll accompany me there when I`ll pass my form. Magddress to kill daw siya. HAHAHA! :)

I`ll always laugh at myself when someone asks me "Where will you study in college?". And I was like "Kung sa`n makapasa!". Idiotic answer. =))
If ever in UP, then UP. If ever in ADMU, then ADMU, If ever in DLSU, then DLSU. If ever I`ll pass all. I`m genius! HAHA. Srsly, If I pass all. It would be a tough decision between UP & ADMU. But I would be most likely to go to my dream school. Guess what? =))

KThanksBye! :)

UP & Ateneo Experience
Friday, June 19, 2009 7:46 PM
Two words: Culture Shock. BWAHAHAHA. >:)
First went to UP Diliman. Yikes! It was insanely big. HAHA! Naligaw ligaw pa kami. And ang labo kausap nung mga tao. Okay. No offense po! :)
Ang haba ng pila sa Landbank. Bwiset. Naubos oras eh. =))

August 2, 2009 UPLB 12:30am. Sino kasabay?

Ateneo. Super culture shock eh. HAHA. Dream school. Upperclass much? Nevertheless, I`m still dreaming to study there. >:) Feel ko eh.
We met a pretentious bitch! HAHA. Social climber. Tsk3. `Di bagay. Mkay?

Tagal sa UP. Dapat magTriNoma pa eh.

While in the car..
OCD Attack! HAHA! My dad is mad for selling our Coke Zero supply. HAHAHA. =))

I can feel college! I can feel being independent. My mom said I should give my best shot in the UPCAT, sigurado daw kasi akong makakatapos pag dun. What the hell does that mean?

I can`t wait to pass other admission forms.

I`m in the mood.. NOT!
Thursday, June 18, 2009 7:17 PM
Diagnostic testssss rocks! \:D/ Why? First of all, you don`t have to have a high score. Coolio. 8-) You can finish it like about 10 minutes? HAHA! You don`t need to study. AND. It does not affect your grade. Isn`t that fun?

We`re going to UP Diliman tomorrow to pass our forms. I`m in charge for the transportation. My mom said that the 150 I`m asking for is not enough. If you`ll take public transportation it will cost more than 150. Back and forth. PLUS! I`m going to dropped them house to house. Yeah. I`m ranting. Syempre, abono ako eh. Whatever. :|
I`m saving money.. :( I`m gonna buy something eh. Tsk3.

It`s my niece`s baptism on Sunday. YEAH. ;0

I loved you too much to forget
Monday, June 15, 2009 7:31 PM
GAAAHH. It`s what? 7:30? And I`m darn sleepy. BUT I`m waiting for the spaghetti. :p
I HATE SCHOOL! Big time! I`m just enduring my laziness and crankiness for the sake of returning my parents hard work. Yeah, I have dramas in life na. Dati, I don`t even care. Now.. Well. Things do change, so do I.
I don`t know why I`m being melancholic a lot of this days. Maybe I`m just worried for my future and for my family. :(( Sometimes in life, you have to stop from being a spoiled brat. I`m trying, mkay? I just realized I`m so blessed. Sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, why not try to be thrifty?
This is soo not me. Huh?
I don`t know. When I see my dad, I feel like I have to please him. I have to study hard, I have to ensure my future. Because I know he will not live longer. Not that I want that to happen! KNOCK ON WOOD! :|

Ewan ko ba. Kinakabahan na ako, iba yung feeling eh. Pangamba? I`m scared of what might happen. Ayoko maghirap. EWAN KO. Freakin` out! Sinasapian ata ako ng masamang espiritu eh. Whaddya think?:))
I will try to be practical.

Like what Reena said, it`s just the second week but it`s feels like the middle part of the year.
I HAVE to enjoy this year. But I can`t..

Because I`m stupid
Saturday, June 13, 2009 8:39 PM
HAHA! =))))

It`s my confirmation tomorrow. I`m so excited. NOT!
I can`t find a white skirt. Huhu. Then there`ll be many people here tomorrow because it`s Fiesta. Busy day. I`m gonna go to mass on the morning. I HAVE to be there. Sorry for me, I`ve got to wake up really early again.

I`ve talked to my online buddy. She has an extra dog tag! YEHEY! But if i`ll LBC it. The minimum payment in LBC is 500 and the tag costs 40 bucks. Yikes. How will I pay it? Unfair naman `pag 500 no. I don`t wanna wait until July! GAAAAAH. >.<
Help?
I hope the Final Set boxed set will be released soon. Please! Please! Please!

Gosh. I`m really traumatized. I don`t think I can learn how to drive. :|

Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!
Yayy. LSS. That`s my background song here. I saw SS501 kanina kasi sa Showbiz Extra. XD
Mkay. I`m still an LMH fan. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFANIE GABRIEL! :-*

Huhu
10:47 AM
WAAA! I want an Ako Mismo Dog Tag. :x
I`m so envious to the Pupil citizens for having one, and having that AkoSi*insertname* shirt. HUHU! And they helped in selling Eheads shirts for Baby Raffa. If I didn`t had my seminar, I`ll probably go.
Who has an extra? Yikee. I`m desperate.

Ohh. I miss going to gigs. I miss Ely. :|

Loser. >.<

First week
Friday, June 12, 2009 7:09 PM
i`ve been inactive for atleast 3 days or what?
After my first day dramatic post. Here`s my first week. HAHA.

First week of being a SEñORES. Yikes! Sounds awkward. =)))
Back to being lazy, but I`m really trying hard not to be. I hope there`ll be no teacher for MAPEH & English. HAHAHA.

Elected as Discipline Commissioner. NAMAN! Goodluck Ambrose, wala akong kwenta! XD Nakakausap ko na ibang classmates ko basta paiiralin ang kakapalan ng mukha! =)))
I`m really trying to savor each moment of my last year eventhough I`m dying to graduate.

June 11. BELATED HAPPY SWEET 16 JANE ROSE MANARIN! HAHA.
Went to her house yesterday. Happy, happy. :)

..
I had my confirmation seminar this day. Guess what? I`ve seen my ex. HAHAHAHAHA! To my friends, it`s not 14 okay? Just clearing things out. ;)
I was 30 mins late! :PPPP Bumawi kasi ng tulog eh! Ayan. Anwyay. We had an exam. Easy for a Catholic and a Catholic student. Then confessed! Yay! I felt relieved and pure. HAHA. From now on, I`ll be good. I promise not to cuss anymore. Since I`ll be receiving the Holy Spirit on Sunday Oohh. And it`s our Fiesta! There`ll be many visitors from the Rejuso clan. @.@
I`ll be seeing my backstabbing cousin! Tsk3.

First day
Monday, June 8, 2009 6:23 PM
This is fckin` dramatic.

Yeah. It was the beginning of hell. I was psyched at first. Now, I don`t think so.
I was still with my friends. I`ve had a good laugh and talks with them but still I can`t control this fcking feeling. I sure miss their company but I still have a lot in mind. Yay! Forgive me for being apathetic. Goddamn, apathy. :x

I don`t know what`s gonna happen with my life.
Stress and Pressure is making me miserable. GAAAHH! I don`t have anyone or someone to turn to just this electronic diary, whatever you friggin` call it or you, some random stranger reading my sentiments..

I don`t want to be a disappointment. I don`t want to be a failure.
I want them to be proud of me. I don`t want to humiliate myself after all my bitchyness, brattiness, bragging and whatnot. Oh God, I should die..

I want to be freakin` admitted to a good school but I`m feeling lazy and I suck at that stupid Math subject. Fck it. I got good grades in Math when I was in 4th and 5th grade.. until 6th grade. There were no discussions and whatsoever. By highschool, I was clueless. Hanggang sa nagtuloy-tuloy na hindi na ako natuto sa math. I fckin entered highschool without even knowing wtf is an integer. Thanks for being in the star section on 6th grade. Who says, smart asses should be independent and not be taught, lessons? Yeah. I blame my old school. :|
I didn`t even learned anything last year. Screw it. I`m a Math sucker.

I don`t know If I`d pass on my dream school. Oh, scratch that. I don`t know if I`d pass on a decent school.
I`m not being pessismitic or what. I`m just freakin out! Shiznit. I`m a fckin` gloomy freak.

I hope God has good plans for me.

I know you don`t get what I mean. This is very inexplicable. But I don`t even have the slightest care.
Ohwell, I`d better do my homeworks right? And stop this ravings.

I`ll..
Just live with it. Wear a happy facade, just like everything`s okay.
Weak!

Psyched for school
Saturday, June 6, 2009 4:48 PM
HAHA. I went to school.
My section is Ambrose. My friends are with me. Unwanted people are there. As usual, tsk3. :|

I`m still excited to come to school. YAAAA~

Your so 2000 and late
Friday, June 5, 2009 10:43 PM
It`s raining really really really hard.
It`s creeping me out. O.O

I`m not supposed to waste my time here in the computer. HAHA. I just have to brag something. Oh yeah. Here goes again the arrogant, spoiled bitch. :p Prepare yourselves. =))

Atlast, I have my Ray-ban! I think it was in Ely`s collection of Wayfarers. How pathetic I can be, right? Anyway, I don`t have the slightest care. \:d/
It`s really expensive, huh.
It`s not blue. HAHA. My crappy face. Blech. I love it to bits. :">
I`m really celebrating right now. HAHA! By myself. Lol. I know, it`s not the season to wear shades. I feel like wearing one eh.
Mom bought me clothes. YAAAAA~
When was the last time I bought decent clothes? Since God knows when? :))

I made a realization.
I AM really lucky. We are not that rich, just in the middle. Not too poor, not too rich. I always get what I want. Often, rather. Yet I`m thanking no one. I don`t even pray for these wonderful blessings. I feel like a very bad person right now. Gosh, emo mode. :x
If you would compute mom`s expenses for me, it would be like a million or so. That`s how spoiled I am.
I can still remember something that Mom said to me. The youngest child is lucky when his/her parents are still alive but when the parents die he/she would most likely to suffer. True enough.

Oh well. I`m really trying to be a good daughter/sister. HAAAA~ This year, I`ll try my very best to improve my shitty grades. Goodluck to me. :| I`ll always pray and go to church from now on. I want to succeed in life, I don`t wanna be like my siblings. =p~
I want my parents to be proud of me.

Mkay. `Nuff said. :p

I might go to school tomorrow. I`ll look up for my section and classmates.
And I will buy plastic cover. Shortage! Still 5 more books to cover.

P.S Steffie! Thanks for the GIF. Loves it! <3

Shiznit
Thursday, June 4, 2009 5:45 PM
I sooooo love my life. =)))

I`m just gonna blab about my books. Books are my life. I have 40+ books in my mini library. XD
I super hate NBS in Sta. Rosa. HAHA. But I saw Vampire Diaries there. I was supposed to buy it but its book 2 eh. I can`t find book 1. The books are not arranged well. Screw them. :x
So I just went to Pav. I bought a boxed set of Gossip Girl. 3 books. HAHAHA! Kahit na nadoble yung first book. Bahala na yun. =))
So I have 5 unread books. Goodluck to me!

I might go with my parents tomorrow at Manila. I`ll buy my ray-ban, atlast!

I changed my mind. I`m not psyched about school anymore. :))

Why is it in the book, Nate & Blair? But in the TV series it`s Chuck and Blair??? Explain! Anyway..

Now Playing: It`s You - Super Junior

Dad`s back
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 8:32 PM
Haha. Yeah. :x

Blabs. =))

Yesterday, we went to Pav. Beauty day daw. HAHAHA. I had a manicure and pedicure. Nagpa french tip ako. BWAHAHAAHA. >:) Even if, school`s on June 8. :ppp
I bought two Gossip Girl books. Yung una, haha! Pang 7th! I had no choice, napakalimited ng stocks dun sa NBS! Screw national, I want Powerbooks! I just need to buy something kaya binili ko yun! Then I was never contented I bought It Had To Be You the Prequel. \:D/
I want to buy the 2nd book so bad. GAAAHHHH. Allowance!

Today, Dad`s arrival.
Went to NAIA about 11am? Then straight to Duty Free. Gosh. Dysmenorrhea attacked me so we ate first. :)) Then shopped. I bought Vans. I want that stupid Crocs flats but any size didn`t fit me. Kidding. They have stocks of broken sizes. Dengittt.
Ray ban wayfarers. UHHH. Pink? Screw it.[eventhough my site is pink. :pp] I`ll just buy on Rustans.
I bought these..
Lalalalove! HAHA. $1.35 each.
Last year I just bought 2. Now, I bought 5. BWAHAHA. >:)
We bought Ramen! \:D/

I received a perfume from France and a rosary from Jerusalem. Amen! =))

P.S I pity you brother. :PPPPP

Few more days to go
Monday, June 1, 2009 5:08 PM
I`m watching Naruto! HAHAHAHA~
Mkay. AM I A JINX OR WHAT?

It`s the 2nd time I got myself in a motor accident. First was by my own and the second, with my know-it-all brother. We went to Pav blablah then poof. Good thing, I wasn`t scratched or anything or I might kill them. >:|
I don`t ever wanna ride a motor bike! Promise! If it wasn`t an errand for mom, I won`t ride it. GRRRRR. Are we cursed or what? Lol//

It`s really sure that Dad`s coming home on Wednesday. 11 am is the arrival, Cathay Pacific. Yeah, got the details. After that we`ll head straight to Duty Free.

Confirmation on 14th. Fiesta also. Dengett. I hate the date. x(

Now Playing: Wish Ur My Love.