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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Sweet dream
Sunday, June 26, 2011
7:49 PM
I've waited for pain to take its toll before I've decided to post this love-oh love- rant.. yet again. Plus, I know I'll be deleting this post soon.It's been several notable months since I've had a crush, a real crush, not like the crush wherein you just saw him once then huzzah, instant crush. Not that kind. It's like 'liking someone' in a sense that err- I can't barely explain. I've never had this feeling since le Jerome era. Knowing myself, as much as possible I forbid myself to develop feelings to someone whom I know I'm hopeless. And it happened for the first time. I have a crush and it's hopeless. He's bitter with his ex although he's planning to make a move on a new one. Fail -.- You see, there's no me in the picture. Yes, he was extra friendly in getting my number from a common friend and texting me straight for two whole days but then again, there can't be me. Why did I let myself to be in this kind of situation???? Why am I such a hypocrite and I let my expectations and hopes get in the way? Why didn't I use this effin' mind?! Why? .... .. . In the end, the answer is right in front of me. It's my heart who's the culprit and the answer to these endless questions. Or maybe my eyes? Lol. Just making myself laugh. I knew it, like/love is just an illusion! Lol, that was me being cynical. I hope someone will prove it to me.. someday. |