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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Memories; where'd you go? You're all I've ever known.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
8:41 PM
My title comes from the lyrics of Memories by Panic! At The Disco. It's such a great song.As I opened this, I didn't know what to write. I almost stared in the computer screen for like 5 minutes or so? What's happening to me? I eat when I'm bored even if I'm full. I'm hating everyone even if they're doing nothing to me. I always want to go home early. I am losing myself.. gradually. I'm hurting. I don't know why. Wait, the real question is, 'by whom?'. I miss you. I miss the feeling of being in love. To be able to smile again without hesitating if it's real happiness or not. I am longing for your presence. I may not love you anymore but I miss the feeling of being loved. Of being wanted. (hahaha I'm so weird right now) I wonder if you still think about me, and that's what hurts the most. Knowing that I will never ever cross your mind again for the same reason as mine. And I don't even know the fxckin reason why I'm hurting now. .... Less than 3 weeks before our much-awaited summer vacation. As usual, I'll be staying at home for that 3-week vacation. Our internet's connection might be disconnected for awhile. Geez, just thinking about it makes me insane. What can I do? I have to sacrifice it for my allowance. I cannot walk from home to Manila. DUH. Patience.. One day, that day shall come. I just have to stay strong and work hard to achieve my dreams. |