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WE'VE GONE WICKED

Monday, April 25, 2011 10:17 PM

I had an awesome day with my best friends!

We ate lots of food today. We made (or should I say, I MADE lol) Wicked Oreos, a famous dessert ever since we got into college. The original recipe is from Flaming Wings! (advertising yo) Everyone who's reading this should try it out or you can make your own :)

Even though we just hang out, it was still fun because who could not miss their high school friends? I've spent 4 years of my life with them. Whew, this is becoming mushy. Heeee!

Anyway, I got my course card in NATSC13. I got a 2.5. :( But I got over it quickly. I realized that during our NATSC13 class, my mind is always wandering or I'm reading a book. Haha. It was my fault. Hey, I'm still lucky to even get a 2.5. Science is never my forte. :))

Goodbye for now. I'm feeling sick suddenly :(

Anyhow, looking forward to our next gala with my high school friends.

Danger

Monday, April 18, 2011 11:10 PM

These are my expected grades:

NATSC13: 2.5

ORALCOM: 4.0

PEFORTS: 3.5

RECONSE: 2.5

I hope these will be the real grades that will show up in my course cards, still positive for RECONSE grade to go higher though. :)

Dr. feel good

Saturday, April 16, 2011 9:00 PM

Here is my awesome schedule:

April 28 - RECONSE finals (01:00-03:00PM)

May 3 - Course Card Distribution

See, it's like vacation already because of the long gaps. I'm praying for high grades although NATSC13 makes me nervous. My midterm grade was 2.5, I just hope it won't drop to 2.0 or else I'll die.

On a different note, I'm so unproductive. I've been stalking Tricia Gosingtian for the whole day. I love her, and Ateneo is my dream school (always will be) that's why I am so interested in her blog. I've learned to curl my hair using a hair straightener, awesome right? Can't take a picture because I've no decent camera.

I want to have her closet. It's to die for!

How I miss buying branded clothes :( When we can still afford expensive stuffs I'm into gadgets and Converse shoes though and other sneaks. I only buy clothes when it's my birthday, recollection, Christmas and other days which we need to dress up and I only buy at People Are People, Penshoppe, Bench, Human or Freeway. That's why my closet is nearly empty because I don't buy stuffs which aren't branded and as I've said I buy clothes rarely. But now that we're broke, fashion trends changed a lot. I've discovered shops like Topshop, Forever21 and Zara where clothes costs double than the shops which I've said. I'm so into fashion naoooooooo!

Can't stop ogling to some pair of Toms. I've been dying to have a pair since June last year, my mom promised to buy me one (she doesn't break her promise) but yeah Dad died 9 days later. If it didn't happen, I could have 2 pairs by now (not bragging, I JUST WANT ONE FOR PETE'S SAKE)

Doc Martens boots. Acid washed jeans and shorts. Cropped tops, bodycon dresses and other stuffs which Tricia have (lol). I want all of those! I COULD HAVE THOSE if..

BUT!

Although I WAS (though I know I still am) a brand-conscious freak, I've learned my lesson since we got broke. I've learned to appreciate things at bazaars and department stores. And all those branded stuffs are just like a dream to me. Nu ni nuuuuuuuuu.

Just let me fret. That's all I can do now. You can see me as some spoiled brat/materialistic bitch. I don't care. Everybody has wants, right? I just choose to blab it here because only few persons know me personally and who might *fingers crossed* NOT judge me. I don't want to say this to my mother because I know deep inside she'll feel bad. Soooooo fret fret fret *n*

I'll have those when I'm earning my own money. Huzzah!

Memories; where'd you go? You're all I've ever known.

Sunday, April 10, 2011 8:41 PM

As I opened this, I didn't know what to write. I almost stared in the computer screen for like 5 minutes or so?

What's happening to me?

I eat when I'm bored even if I'm full. I'm hating everyone even if they're doing nothing to me. I always want to go home early.

I am losing myself.. gradually. I'm hurting. I don't know why. Wait, the real question is, 'by whom?'. I miss you. I miss the feeling of being in love. To be able to smile again without hesitating if it's real happiness or not. I am longing for your presence. I may not love you anymore but I miss the feeling of being loved. Of being wanted. (hahaha I'm so weird right now)

I wonder if you still think about me, and that's what hurts the most. Knowing that I will never ever cross your mind again for the same reason as mine. And I don't even know the fxckin reason why I'm hurting now.

....

Less than 3 weeks before our much-awaited summer vacation. As usual, I'll be staying at home for that 3-week vacation. Our internet's connection might be disconnected for awhile. Geez, just thinking about it makes me insane. What can I do? I have to sacrifice it for my allowance. I cannot walk from home to Manila. DUH. Patience..

One day, that day shall come. I just have to stay strong and work hard to achieve my dreams.