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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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This can be the end of me
Sunday, March 27, 2011
7:20 PM
I just received a crippling blow in my future. Benilde will be accepting scholarship applications for sophomore students during 1st term of SY 2011-2012 and it will be effective on 2nd term. Which means I might not be able to get enrolled for this term due to financial problems. I had withdrawn 3 subjects this term, I don't know for next term. I've enlisted and will be encoding a full load next term tho. I'm still worried. Although Mom told me that it's too early to say and since installment is now allowed because we're already sophomores, there is a 50-50 chance. I don't want to withdraw any of my subjects again, and I really really still want to study. 1 more term, please. Lord. I don't care if I'll be going solo in almost all my subjects, I just want to stay in Benilde :( I'm becoming optimistic with all of this. I don't know, when it comes to educational issues I'm scared to imagine negative things. Like, what if Mom can't find a way which means I'll be filing a Leave of Absence, stop for 1 term and probably die the next day. I don't want to think about that. Whatever happens, happens. Ayoko lang mangyari yung mga negatibong bagay. Denial? Carelessness? I don't care. They said, prepare for the worst.. but I can't let the worst to happen to me. I can't and I won't be able to recover. |