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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
10:35 PM
It`s Valentines Day on Monday, a big deal to the world. For me, it is not. Really. Although I may get envious at that day, given that I`ll be seeing lots of couples around, or single girls having their suitors packed with gifts and flowers. Oh, I shall spare you with the bitter details.Since I got my heart broken for the nth time last month and things between Andrew and me are falling into place once again. I`m quite sad with this situation. It`s because A`s here again and I`m confused with my feelings because I know I still like R. I appreciate A`s effort yet I am making the same mistake again, approaching and talking to him first and abusing the fact that he loves me. I don`t know, I know deep inside I haven`t completely moved on. I always hope that I`ll see R everyday, I still look at his profile, keeps track if he`s online and still having those missing heartbeats whenever he talks/teases me. I find myself guilty for indulging myself again in a 'something stage' with A wherein fact I would still chose R over him, again and again even if it means repeating the cycle. I am a monster. A bitch. Why can`t I fix and sort out my feelings first. Thus, preventing myself for being selfish and hurting someone again.. You see, sometimes it`s much better to not have someone in your heart. No pain and heartaches. I abused the word again. Note: Sorry for my love tales, my life is uninteresting. |