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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Dance with my father again
Saturday, February 26, 2011
1:32 AM
I have so much to tell, yet my mind is still so unorganized.This issue ticks me off a lot especially when people barge into my life and starts blabbering tons of trash information about me. Like bitches, you don`t even know me. You could know me through false rumors and such, but the real me? Oh c`mon. You can`t even consider that as to knowing someone. I just want them to stop! ... His birthday will be on March 3 already. Lately, I`ve been missing Dad a lot. I admit that when he died, I never felt this grief and longing for him. Everything was normal not until my life started to fall apart. He was the one who made this life so easy, this family to be intact and myself to be complete. I really admire how he handled this family. He did everything for us. One time, I stumbled upon his letter for us when he was still on board. It said something like, forgiving my siblings and giving them a chance to change for the better and that he`s always on our backs. He might have done wrong to us always but we also did the same, yet he`s willing to forgive us. He also said that he knows he will not live longer because of his health condition. He`s not the showy type but he do love my Mom so much and he wants me to continue giving him high grades and graduate because that`s their dream for me. He was so important to me but I neglected it because I was blinded with those material things. Sucks to be me. I didn`t realize it when he was still alive. I haven`t said that I love him. I miss him. |