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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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We must reinvent love
Saturday, January 29, 2011
10:57 PM
Now, I`m so confused.I am confused about infatuation and love. I don`t know what`s real anymore. Or if these feelings that I`ve felt for my exes was real. Did I really loved them? Because if I really love them, we should still be together right now? Is love really present or it`s just overrated? For every relationship that ends, it`s not real love? Because if it`s real they would have done everything to save the relationship and stay forever. Wow. With everything that has happened, I gave up on the idea of love. The reality of love. The trueness of love. Or if it even exists. Everything is just infatuation? I have not yet come to that point that I really love someone? Even my longest relationship wasn`t real because we just broke up. And now the recent one, if he really loves me he would have done everything. He`s too scared to hurt me in the future because he`s worried that his love will go away eventually. That is because what he was feeling is not really love because if it is, we`re still okay now. I have read every conversations, and now I know everything. I even asked my ex and I can say that he does not believe in love too. I kinda agree with him. LOVE IS NOT REAL, ISN`T IT? I don`t care if you`ll contradict me or what, but I just think this way. Maybe.. just maybe there will be this one guy who will prove me wrong. My soon to be husband. But that will take a long time. |