I wasn`t trying to reconcile. I tried proving my point. I have my reasons for not wanting to reconcile and I don`t have to explain it because clearly, you can`t even accept and respect my opinion. All of them were against me, so how can I even gather the courage? I felt so helpless. I felt so bad. I felt that I was against the world cause apparently they were too many and I was just one.

Friends do comfort each other but they do not make decisions for one another.

Why will I force them to welcome me back, when even in the first place they can`t accept me because I have changed? I do have my friends who also hate the same thing but they accepted me because they know I chose it on my own will and they didn`t force me. They know it`s beyond the line to interfere with personal stuffs. I am not saying that I`m doing a good thing but I just want them to understand me.

Anyway, I`m thankful and grateful for everything.