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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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How can I?
Sunday, January 16, 2011
1:21 PM
I do put random titles on my blog.Anyway.. It took me a long time to contemplate on what I`ll write about. Le sigh. I feel so messed up. I feel incomplete. I got what I want. I got into third term, I have him. Yet, there`s something missing. And I can`t even figure out what the fuck it is! Or maybe I know. I just want to be happy. Without anybody judging me. Without anybody saying bullshit to me behind my back. I just want no one to care. Just for once. It feels like I`m locked up and repressed from my own goddamn freedom. Sometimes I dream of going to an island with just me and the beach. Soul searching? Yes. There, nobody would give a fuck on what I`ll do and probably I don`t need acceptance from any one. I have a lot of problems but they keep on multiplying. I even have problems which should not even count as a problem! Fuck that. I`m becoming miserable. Please, I need a break. Give me a break from all your prejudices. You might hate me after reading this. But seriously, I give up. I give up on pleasing you and pretending to be a good girl wherein fact I am not from the start. People change but apparently, I did not change for the better. I changed because this is what I WANT. I don`t want any grudges after this. I want peace. Or might as well silence and acceptance. That`s all I ask from you, isn`t that easy? If you can`t, we better be less than strangers. |