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18 years of fragility.
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It hurts
Sunday, November 7, 2010 4:22 PM
Maybe this is not what I wanted all along.

Maybe I was just blinded between loving and being desperate.

I am not happy with this relationship. This is going nowhere.

Third chances are not like the first or second. Third is the worst especially if you separated for three months and there was someone who took your place, all those months.

I don`t know anymore. I was contented when we were best friends, I stopped asking for more. I stopped wishing for him to come back especially when I liked someone else. But then he`s my boyfriend again, I have to. He needs to do his responsibility, he was the one who initiated this being together again. Some effort please. I DID NOT FORCE HIM TO COME BACK TO ME.

So why the hell am I running after him again?

We were happy when we were best friends. Always happy. Our relationship today is like the days when we were about to break up last July. It`s just plain bullshit.

I have no idea that this will be more painful than before.