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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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I love you and I love you
Saturday, November 20, 2010
10:45 PM
I don`t know what to say.Hoping for good things tho. 11 months of being together. 4 months of break up. But here we are, officially together again. Destiny? :"> Move on
Monday, November 15, 2010
10:56 PM
We all want to be part of their lives because we made them our world.Why do feelings cannot be reciprocated the way we want it? I`ve been dying to achieve that. These are some animosities in life. Although, I failed. A lot of times. I will not try no more. I`ll abandon the place I thought you once ruled.. Yet I end up in the same place, facing the same mistakes, same heartbreaks and the same old cruel guy who does not appreciate the love he's receiving. It is now when I became selfless. I fight the pain when all I want to do is curl up in bed and cry these tears away. I pray that when I saw I`ll go, I mean it with every fiber of my body. Discard thoughts. Throw away memories. Leave for good. But those are the things, I have actually done but was put to waste because of such action of making me believe that you still love me. It was foolish. Inhumane. To hurt me like this! Show some mercy. You took the risk of hurting me, I took the risk of mending my heart back. Unfair and stupid. Only because it's still so raw and real. Soon I'll just be a series of images that sometimes flash through your mind, when you least expect it. And after that, only a few will stay. Then, one. A memory of a memory. This has become gibberish. My apologies. Wipee
Sunday, November 7, 2010
7:02 PM
I`m glad it`s over.We`re really better off as best friends. It hurts
4:22 PM
Maybe this is not what I wanted all along.Maybe I was just blinded between loving and being desperate. I am not happy with this relationship. This is going nowhere. Third chances are not like the first or second. Third is the worst especially if you separated for three months and there was someone who took your place, all those months. I don`t know anymore. I was contented when we were best friends, I stopped asking for more. I stopped wishing for him to come back especially when I liked someone else. But then he`s my boyfriend again, I have to. He needs to do his responsibility, he was the one who initiated this being together again. Some effort please. I DID NOT FORCE HIM TO COME BACK TO ME. So why the hell am I running after him again? We were happy when we were best friends. Always happy. Our relationship today is like the days when we were about to break up last July. It`s just plain bullshit. I have no idea that this will be more painful than before. |