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Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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I have really let my walls come down
Saturday, October 16, 2010 7:05 PM
I`ve become the girl I hate.

And yes, I am making a public confession. I tried smoking. It was just for a while but it felt like I`ve done a grave and mortal sin. I`m not an addict but it just bothers me that my self-control is going down the drain. It was not peer pressure, it was me - the girl who wants to be reckless.

I`m losing control on studies. I promised I will redeem myself. I will be on the dean`s list now, no more 2.975 average - last term I didn`t make it. I was short. Anyhoo, Algebra is sucking the life in me, I can answer the easy ones and I need a whole lot of time to decipher those frakken equations. I`ll be one lucky ass to pass Algebra. Oh goodluck, midterm exams are fast approaching. Fingers crossed!

Health`s not okay too. Must lose weight. My tummy got bigger again. Fuck college. I don`t know why I always get hungry. I even cut classes just to eat. This is not good.

Love life`s still the same. Broken as I can ever be.
Friendship are on the rocks. I don`t know how I really feel about it. I won`t spill anything here, it might cause a commotion tho.

I just hope I can get my life back on track in no time. Perseverance and patience, I need you.