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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Unchain my heart that`s holding on
Thursday, August 19, 2010
11:34 PM
In a few minutes, August 19 would be finished. A year ago, it was the most happiest moment in my life. And as time goes on I`ve been dying for August 19, 2010 to happen. The most anticipated day had come.I thought we would at least surpass the 1 year mark, I guess I just expected too much. I can still vividly remember how I said yes to him. It was so surreal and we were so in love. But today, all I feel is hurt and pain. I finally realized that it`s over, and there`s no coming back. It`s been 1 month since we broke up, but this is just the day that I felt that I should stop. I should stop loving him. I`ve been wishing that maybe on this special day, our supposed to be anniversary he would come back. I was out of my mind to even dare think of that. It was beyond impossible. Even after 5 years, he won`t come back to me. He said we broke up because he needs to focus on his studies, that`s why he will forget about me. He might love again, but not me. So after 5 years, I am nothing to him but just merely his first love or an old acquaintance. `Di na niya ko babalikan kasi nga nakalimutan niya na ako e. He said it himself, we will not be together again. Never. That`s why I am giving up. I would not reminisce everyday yet maybe once in a while. I will focus also on my studies, be a dean`s lister and get a scholarship. And maybe, just maybe someone will come along.. This is also the day that we`re confirmed as best friends. This is for the best, right? I still love you, Jerome Aquino. I guess this should be the last time that I`ll mean it. |