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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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I know this crush ain`t goin` away
Thursday, August 26, 2010
6:28 PM
I have this huge crush on someone. I soo like him. OMAYGAS :">He`s from UPLB *not again* Haha. He`s a blockmate of my ex. I know. I know, it`s not right. BUT! I can`t resist him. He`s too handsome e. :"> I still love my ex though, but if this guy likes me.. IT WILL BE AN AUTOMATIC MOVE ON. Harhar. For sure! Although I am still hurting about my ex`s new crush/like/love, yet this guy is getting my attention. Instead of crying over my ex again, texting him is the alternative. Ohh lala. I think I really need to go back to UPLB to meet him personally. Please. Lord, I deserve to be happy right? I`ve been hurting for a long time to a person whom I think is not even worth it. He left me for his studies right, if you remember. After a few weeks, he realized he felt lonely that`s why he thought of getting back with me.. BUT! He found that girl. That girl, in his description seems ugly to me and he even admitted that I`m more pretty than that girl. Kaso love nga naman. LOVE IS FCKIN BLIND. It hurts, ya know. I`ve been wanting to say that I still love him and I want him back and then boom he has a girl na. ANYWAY. WHY THE HELL DID I RANT ABOUT MY EX? THIS SHOULD BE ABOUT MY NEW SPECIAL SOMEONE. :"> Unchain my heart that`s holding on
Thursday, August 19, 2010
11:34 PM
In a few minutes, August 19 would be finished. A year ago, it was the most happiest moment in my life. And as time goes on I`ve been dying for August 19, 2010 to happen. The most anticipated day had come.I thought we would at least surpass the 1 year mark, I guess I just expected too much. I can still vividly remember how I said yes to him. It was so surreal and we were so in love. But today, all I feel is hurt and pain. I finally realized that it`s over, and there`s no coming back. It`s been 1 month since we broke up, but this is just the day that I felt that I should stop. I should stop loving him. I`ve been wishing that maybe on this special day, our supposed to be anniversary he would come back. I was out of my mind to even dare think of that. It was beyond impossible. Even after 5 years, he won`t come back to me. He said we broke up because he needs to focus on his studies, that`s why he will forget about me. He might love again, but not me. So after 5 years, I am nothing to him but just merely his first love or an old acquaintance. `Di na niya ko babalikan kasi nga nakalimutan niya na ako e. He said it himself, we will not be together again. Never. That`s why I am giving up. I would not reminisce everyday yet maybe once in a while. I will focus also on my studies, be a dean`s lister and get a scholarship. And maybe, just maybe someone will come along.. This is also the day that we`re confirmed as best friends. This is for the best, right? I still love you, Jerome Aquino. I guess this should be the last time that I`ll mean it. Superhuman
Sunday, August 8, 2010
1:31 PM
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Friday, August 6, 2010
11:47 PM
I guess, he did gave me a real closure. A closure that meant it`s really really the end and there`s no coming back. It was supposed to be a break up email but I asked him to read it. I cried because of everything he put there. He said he knows how much I love him but his love for me is not enough for him to hold on to us, to love me back and endure the long distance relationship. That`s the sad truth. I guess everything was just not meant to be. 11 months was wonderful but it wasn`t meant to last for a lifetime. I miss you not because you’re gone but because things between us aren’t the way they used to be. I’m sorry not because I’ve hurt you but because I have fallen for you when I’m not supposed to. ... I know I`ve been ranting about him since God knows when but you can close this window and not read it if you`re sick of my rants. Hey, it`s my page. |