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It was..unusual.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
4:53 PM
I visited him again yesterday due to our postponed field trip. It was tiring and different. :|What we`ve done? We ate, talk and walk and walk and walk. It was different because of a lot of reasons. For the first time in our relationship, we ran out of things to talk. He changed a lot. We were sitting at the Freedom Park, it was like he`s there but his mind was somewhere else. I was pissed off because we weren`t having any physical contact to each other. Okay, pardon me we were that couple ya know. I mean there`s no fckin people and he can`t even hold my hand? Unlike in high school, we are so One thing that strucked me was his words. He said, "Did you just come here for that?". OMFG. I was gobsmacked. I was like punched straight to my face. WTF, I wasn`t like this before. One thing he didn`t realize why I`m like that is, I really miss him and all. I was longing. I was deprived. When I got home, he said he wanted to hold me but there were too many people. For God`s sake, we walked at a dark , long path with only two or three people passing by is that what you call TOO MANY PEOPLE? WTF. Did I just really became a maniac? It`s like he`s from the province and he`s conservative and I`m studying in Manila and I became liberated. That`s what happened. I so loathe myself. I became a maniac. I wanted to kiss my boyfriend. IT IS IMMORAL! *sarcasm at its best* Or it`s just.. everything really changed? And I should go with the flow, pretend it`s okay. |