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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010
1:09 PM
I never felt so.. relieved in my life.Slowly recovering. Still something is drifting off. So many events in store for us this month. I`m not really psyched, but I just want all of it to be over. Yet, I don`t want them to past so quickly. Yeah, I`m a graduating student. I`m dreading for March to come. But I feel I just want this all to be over. It`s just tiring, really. School stuffs, smchool. :)) I need a break. Stress is on my system, but I choose to slack off everyday. Har dee har har. I still have the nerve to complain HAHAHAHAHA. .. This just really bothers me because someone so special said it to me. And it have a different, more hurtful outcome to me. A lot of people have told me I`m really selfish. I`ve come to this realization that I really am. I get angry to the people who said it to me. Because it`s true and I don`t want to hear the truth and admit it. I want things my own way. I didn`t think of the persons whom I`ll hurt in the process. Instead, I just think of me and no one else. The world doesn`t revolve around me. A LOT OF PEOPLE also told me that. It`s a sad fact for me. I just hate myself. I hate to admit this. All I ever wanted is to change. I don`t know. I was just reminiscing some of the happenings this past few months. When I suddenly thought of that. I feel like a worthless person. A person who doesn`t deserve some love because apparently she is selfish to the extremes. *sighs* I still feel grateful for the persons who are still sticking with me, even if I`m like this. That means a lot. Even if I`ve hurt them, they still love me no matter what. |