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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
9:31 PM
This will also be the last tattling about my friends.It`s over. I gave up. Masyado narin akong nasaktan sa mga nangyari at nasabi. I admit, I was wrong. I took the things just beyond me, self-centered nga ako. I don`t want to end it, but it just felt right. I really feel I just don`t belong anymore. I didn`t get your point vice versa. I can`t be what you wanted me to be. Simply because I choose not to be that one. I`m the person who`s such a coward in these things. I can`t say this to your face, because I hate hearing the bad things I`ve done and basically hindi ko kayaa. I`m this person. Feel ko sakin lang umiikot ang mundo, pero it`s my blog e kaya lumalabas puro side ko. You get me? I`m not perfect. I guess, hindi ko nagawang i-balance. I guess, you can`t accept me as who I am. I don`t think kung alam niyo lahat lahat ng nangyari sakin matatanggap niyo pa ako e. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ganun. I`ve lost him once, alam niyo naman kung ano yung nangyari sakin e. I can`t afford to lose him again. Sorry kung lumalabas na siya yung pinili ko. I didn`t mean to backstab any of you. Kasi nagpapaliwanag lang ako ng nararamdaman ko. Ganun naman talaga e, sa sinulat niyo kung ano yung naramdaman niyo nung binasa niyo ung sinulat ko, ganun rin naramdaman ko. ,... To Reena, Kat & Jemil. Sorry for every damage I`ve done to you. Thanks for the friendship and for everything. Thanks for me making me realize I`m such a bad person, really. It opened my eyes. BUT.. I can`t continue being friends with you. Sabi ko nga, nalamatan na e. Kasi ako yung taong nagtatanim ng galit, nawawala naman pero matagal pa. Pero hindi ko na talaga kaya makipag-ayos. I`ve had enough, kayo rin naman. I mean we can still be friends, but not like before. I`m really sorry. Hindi ko binabalewala lahat, kaya thank you. Sana eto maintindihan niyo kung bakit kailangan ko gawin to. It`s better, I think. Diba isipin niyo, sa mga masasakit na nasabi ko sainyo. Sa tingin niyo, malilimutan niyo un? Hindi rin diba. Pero sa tingin ko lang naman yun At para rin hindi na ako makasira sa friendship niyo sa iba. Yun lang. I hope naintindihan niyo ung gusto kong sabihin. |