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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Thursday, January 7, 2010
7:44 PM
Lots of emotions I can`t expressed.There will come a time in your life when you will be unsure of things. I think it`s happening to me now, not only me but every person who`s in this stage. I don`t know what the future will bring. Yes, I`m talking about what you`re thinking. It scares me, if I`ll fail everything. What will happen to me? I don`t want to end up in a place, where I know I don`t belong. But then again, everything happens for a reason. I don`t even know if I can survive or I`ll be able to pursue my dreams. It`s kind of frustrating, really. Sometimes, I really made up my mind but suddenly I felt apathy. Kayy, I`m talkin` about the future. I feel that I won`t pass the other two. I`m just expecting for CSB. When I think of my course, I really don`t know how to cook. I mean can`t even cook a decent dish. I just love watching it being done whatever. And when I graduate, I don't know what will happen. It`s easy to say, that I`ll build my own hotel or whatever dreams I have. But I know, when that time comes. Let`s be realistic and think of this. I`m eagerly planning for my future. I`m the only who`s still left in studying. My sibs have a family, they may not be stable but they can handle their future. They can earn money, they know how. Me? Oh well. I`m just tired of my life. It`s the same old routine again and again. I really hate it. Why does this all have to happen to me? I loathe this feeling. |