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Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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Terribly hurt
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 5:53 PM
No specific words can express how much pain I`m feeling right now.

You can`t please everyone.

My life is really fcked up. Love, friendship, family and even myself. Everything`s screwed. Love and friendship? Why can`t I have both? Why can`t I be happy with both?
Yeah, I`m guilty with PDA. But that doesn`t mean my friends have to stay away from me like I have some kind of disease. Ang sakit lang nun. Sobra sobra. Mas worst pa yung feeling ko sa babaeng nagbebenta ng laman. Parang natanggalan ako ng dignidad ng karapatan. T.T

Pero hindi ko maintidihan kung bakit kailangan pa idamay yung mga kaibigan ko? Bakit hindi sakin sabihin nung teacher na yun?! Bakit hindi sa nanay ko!? Anong paki nung nanay ng kaibigan ko sakin? Diba? You get my point? Why does she have to interfere with my friendship. Ewan ko, hindi niyo rin maiintindihan yung side ko.

Here goes again, the same old story. You know the feeling na hindi mo alam kung anu-ano yung masasamang sinasabi sayo ng tao. Kahit hindi ka kilala, may nasasabi sayo. Grabe, ang sakit ng feeling na yun. Yun bang wala silang karapatan i-judge ka kaso chinichismis ka. What a great teacher diba? Role model. I`m ruined to our faculty.

I don`t know if I can still redeem myself from this misery.

I don`t wanna lose any of them. I don`t know.
Gusto ko na grumaduate. I want to escape this fckin` school.

ARG. I wanna die. Really. I don`t want to get to the point of committing suicide again. Yeah, secret`s out. I was on the verge. Don`t let me do it again, dead this time.