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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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Goodbye
Saturday, October 24, 2009
5:23 PM
My blog last night was bullshit. Haha!It officially ended today. I broke up with him because I was really hurt. Little did I know, that there was more hurtful reason. HAHA! Dapat pala matagal na kong nakipaghiwalay. Why didn`t I read that a long time ago? Why did I believed all of his lies. Today, I had the most heartbreaking moment in my life. I was a fool. I was so stupid for him. I thought he was different and he can`t do that me. Yet, the worst happened. He said he loved two people. If he were that contented on me and he loved me enough he would never look for another or even entertain other girls. But he just did. Right under my nose. GREAT. Claps for you boy. :)) So you see, his blog post here is just plain bullshit and lies. Haha! Yeah. Bitter kung bitter. Nasaktan ako e. I sacrificed everything. Even my somewhat conservative image. Almost cuddling everywhere and there. I loved him so much that I was left with nothing. What did I get in return? A broken heart. Well, maybe this is what really love is. If he`s gonna be happy with her. So be it.. I`ve had enough. I repeated the same mistake again. We`re now friends. : Mas masakit pala yun. Haha! Nagpapanggap kayong parang walang nangyari. But deep inside, you know you`re dying inside. I`m dying inside. Maybe he`s happy right now, cause he`s free and he had caused enough damage on me. If I could take back everything, I would. I just loved him too much. This is just another painful chapter in my life, all I have to do is forget even if it`ll take too long. Moving on is my weakness. But I guess, I`ve done it before I can do it again. Minsan na akong nadapa, unti unti rin akong makakatayo ulit.. SORRY FOR THE EMO POST. |