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EdzRjs ♕ 120493
Asian ; Filipina
18 years of fragility.
This has been up since 2008.
Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot.


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My heart is crushed
Thursday, September 3, 2009 8:05 PM
WTF. This is a cheesy post. Eeeep.
I hate it.

For the first time in a long time[k.ilikethatphrasefromasong], I`ve been really happy. But it seems that the people around me won`t let me. :| The world doesn`t want me to be happy.
I thought this heart won`t beat again until he came into my life. [cheesy, pare]
I hate myself.
I hate myself for letting others affect me, and not listening to my heart. What to do? Fuck, if I know. I`ve been really really confused for the past few days.

I don`t know what`s wrong with that bitch. She always sees me like she`s really watching my every move. When I transfer to a seat, she always does see me but the others.. NO. ACKK. She always scold or whateverthefick that may embarrass me. She made me cry for like 3 times. Record-breaker huh? For God`s sake, she`s not even my mother.
Talkin` bout my adviser.

One thing, I would never leave him.
I would lang if it`s necessary or the problem is really between us. Not with the fckin` people around. I will try to ignore them. For me, I`m not doing anything wrong nor hurting anyone. I just want to be happy and no one can stop me. :p

It`s called love. :)

I have a song for them.

They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels.
....
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.


I heart you, 19. :D