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 Asian ; Filipina 18 years of fragility. This has been up since 2008. Rants of LOVE, life & whatnot. Affiliates
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First day
Monday, June 8, 2009
6:23 PM
This is fckin` dramatic.Yeah. It was the beginning of hell. I was psyched at first. Now, I don`t think so. I was still with my friends. I`ve had a good laugh and talks with them but still I can`t control this fcking feeling. I sure miss their company but I still have a lot in mind. Yay! Forgive me for being apathetic. Goddamn, apathy. :x I don`t know what`s gonna happen with my life. Stress and Pressure is making me miserable. GAAAHH! I don`t have anyone or someone to turn to just this electronic diary, whatever you friggin` call it or you, some random stranger reading my sentiments.. I don`t want to be a disappointment. I don`t want to be a failure. I want them to be proud of me. I don`t want to humiliate myself after all my bitchyness, brattiness, bragging and whatnot. Oh God, I should die.. I want to be freakin` admitted to a good school but I`m feeling lazy and I suck at that stupid Math subject. Fck it. I got good grades in Math when I was in 4th and 5th grade.. until 6th grade. There were no discussions and whatsoever. By highschool, I was clueless. Hanggang sa nagtuloy-tuloy na hindi na ako natuto sa math. I fckin entered highschool without even knowing wtf is an integer. Thanks for being in the star section on 6th grade. Who says, smart asses should be independent and not be taught, lessons? Yeah. I blame my old school. :| I didn`t even learned anything last year. Screw it. I`m a Math sucker. I don`t know If I`d pass on my dream school. Oh, scratch that. I don`t know if I`d pass on a decent school. I`m not being pessismitic or what. I`m just freakin out! Shiznit. I`m a fckin` gloomy freak. I hope God has good plans for me. I know you don`t get what I mean. This is very inexplicable. But I don`t even have the slightest care. Ohwell, I`d better do my homeworks right? And stop this ravings. I`ll.. Just live with it. Wear a happy facade, just like everything`s okay. Weak! |