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18 years of fragility.
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Hoho.
Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:17 PM
I`ll also post my poem here. That`s what I`ve done in Multiply and Teentalk. :)

Nostalgia
If we could just change the past
Our happy ending could be a blast.
In this misery lingering around me
If you`ll just be here, I`ll be free.

Turning my back on you was the hardest
Crying for you, I`ll try to be modest.
My world will soon revolve again
Someday you`ll ease this pain.

Things were beyond my control
Loving you was an endless stroll.
I wish you could held me like yesterday.
Then I`ll be contented and gay.

Well. The real deal about this is. IDK.
Letting him go and hoping that someday he would be back. XD
I was all past this evasiveness. I`ve stopped remembering and tattling about him for the last few months. But last night or the other night? I don`t care. I just had this urge. I had written many poems before, but those are cheesy ones. And I hate myself for that. x_x I just hate the old me, the one who had been deeply inlove. The one who had her heart broken.
I know I had to let this go because it won`t do any good to me but I just can`t find the will to forget. :| It`s been what.. 7 months? and I hadn`t finally let it all out. It was hard to let go, you know. I`ve been so attached to him. Blech.

I`m not really hoping for his comeback! I swear. I just couldn`t take it anymore. I`ve been hiding the jealousy, the sadness and the grief for several months. Kailangan ko lang talagang ilabas. ^.^
I know he`s better off without me: but with her. :( I wish all the best for him.

Okay. I hate myself for being cheesy. I suck! 8-|

P.S Bro, I know you`re reading this. Go ahead tell Momma, she knows. :p